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i dont wanna cry myself to sleep again 2nite...its hard 4 me to let go n pretend tat nutin is happening..im not sure whuts goin on n im sure there a lesson tat ive shud have learn by now.. in a way im 2 tired to think about it but tats the only thing linger on my mind..

im trying so hard to let u go n just focus on the bad things that u have done to me..but i cant seem to block the happy memories tat we have all this while it kept seeping thru..n even this blog reminded me of u..maybe cos its 2 early to let go..but i need u to be gone if tats the way tat u want it to...well i guess its my own fault i always let my ego do the talking 4 me...ahaks but tats no used now..ure still gone..n im not sure whut i want...

how stupid of me to aspect u 2 pick up my called or even return my sms...how do we get this far?? i promise myself not to think about u..cos i guess ure not thinking bout me at all...i felt so stupid sumtimes...y do i love u so much but all u do is hurt me time n time again...i want to let go but i dont want to...aarrgghhhh im just making no sense at all....i do know i love u but i will never make u love me if u dont want to...thanks 4 all the memories i will cherries it for all my live...

* i love u syg more than u'll ever know.....*

till next quest guys...like i said i dont wanna cry myself to sleep anymore...i need ure help...happy reading...