hey u wake up!!!

its time to wake up!!!!!

stop all tis foolish act...

stop acting like tat...

stop making it easy...

stop wearing ure heart at ure sleeve..

u just have to stop responding to ure heart..

just let it bleed...

just pls pls pls...wake the hell up!!!!!!!

tis is me :

Baby Pls Stay

"Stay"

Sugarland

I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall

And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call

It's just another call from home

And you'll get it and be gone

And I'll be crying

And I'll be begging you, baby

Beg you not to leave

But I'll be left here waiting

With my Heart on my sleeve

Oh, for the next time we'll be here

Seems like a million years

And I think I'm dying

What do I have to do to make you see

She can't love you like me?

Why don't you stay

I'm down on my knees

I'm so tired of being lonely

Don't I give you what you need

When she calls you to go

There is one thing you should know

We don't have to live this way

Baby, why don't you stay

You keep telling me, baby

There will come a time

When you will leave her arms

And forever be in mine

But I don't think that's the truth

And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting

It's too much pain to have to bear

To love a man you have to share

Why don't you stay

I'm down on my knees

I'm so tired of being lonely

Don't I give you what you need

When she calls you to go

There is one thing you should know

We don't have to live this way

Baby, why don't you stay

I can't take it any longer

But my will is getting stronger

And I think I know just what I have to do

I can't waste another minute

After all that I've put in it

I've given you my best

Why does she get the best of you

So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine

Why don't you stay

I'm up off my knees

I'm so tired of being lonely

You can't give me what I need

When she begs you not to go

There is one thing you should know

I don't have to live this way

Baby, why don't you stay, yeah

tis is me :

I het myself

Hey there sorry lama tk update been bz a bit lately. Nk smbung meroyan ke ek?rasa tkyh kut ni just nk meluah kn sedikit sbyk ape yg terpendam dlm hati nurani ni.

As u can see topic arini menarik kn ahaks well menarik for me la. I really het myself now. Rasa lembik sgt, rasa lemah sgt. 4 those who knew me before tis episode mesti knal lya as a strong n independent women *pasan jap*..well tats the truth. Lya sendiri pn tktau mane pegi nye tat gurl i used to know..tat gurl yg leh hidup atas kaki sendiri..tat gurl yg boleh bgn bila2 masa org put her down...

I really really het myself soo much rite now..kdg2 lya rasa mcm lya ni laks jd penghalang org lain nk bhgia..lya duk remind myself "just let go lya just let go" but npe ssh sgt ek?npe lya yg kuat tue hilang ek?npe lya yg ada smgt tue tk pimpin my hand n bgn kn i smula?..4 those yg dh pernah terluka how does it tat u guys bgn blk?how do u do it?pepelis bg la lya kata2 perangsang..guide me..help me

I dont wanna make the same mistake again pls show me a sign..betul ke ape yg bkal lya wat ni or am i just simply jerat diri sendiri??? Ya ALLAH i need ure guidance...

Tis is me :

Bkn Pilihan

selamat hari khamis semua...arini i nk bincang cikit psl topik di atas..*bincang ke bkn meroyan haha*...here goes..

penah tk korg rasa jd org bkn pilihan..maksud nya tidak di pilih oleh seseorg yg kita syg...i know some of u mesti jwp pernah kn..soo i guess korg tau rasa die mcmane kn.. honestly speaking mmg rasa mcm nk mati..rasa tk dicintai..rasa tk di hargai..rasa tkde maruah..rasa tkde harga diri...rasa MURAH..nk most of all rasa LOST n LONELY...

nasihat lya la pada semua kapel2 out there..if korg rasa korg dh tkleh nk go on bwk bincang..bincang elok2..talk things thru..if tkleh gaks break elok2..mmg akn sakit n akn rasa hati hancur tp rasa tue lebih baik dr rasa BKN PILIHAN..

just now lya ade baca dlm fb sumbody nye status die tulis "If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. If you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second..... ;)".....sentap jap baca..but its the truth..mybe the 2nd 1 is the best kn...the 1st 1 u used to love but ure inlove wit the 2nd 1...

tah la pucuk pangkal terletak kt tgn korg..tp plz..lya merayu plzz..jgn wat org lain rasa dia tkde harga...jgn wat org lain rasa ape yg lya rasa...

tis is me :

hari yg berlalu..

more sad stories..its not like i ni saje je nk sedey2 kn diri but this is how i feel.. kdg2 tue ada gaks rasa nk gie jln straight line kt highway yg penuh ngn kete n laju2 but bila pk dosa tk jd hehe..

well citer sedey arini is tat last sunday *sunday ke ek darls i lupe* rasa nye sunday la..i g rumah kt putrajaya cos ade org nk tgk bilik..smpi2 ok je, relex je..tgh pasang2 cangkuk 4 langsir..smbil tgu org yg nk tgk bilik tue ok lg..then dpt msg ckp dieorg dh smpi..then dieorg naik tgk bilik duduk kejap bincang psl payment..oh ya yg dtg tue sorg peng ngn awek dia..ok lg time tu leh lg citer2 sembang2..then dieorg mula mesra2..peerrggghhh rasa nk mati time tu gaks..control lg..then masa nk pasang langsir peng tu ckp meh nk tlg psng kn..ok lg...dieorg pun blk...lepas dieorg blk trus kol darls..ckp kt darls "ok la encem gaks peng tue darls..but dh ade aweks damn!!" then ckp ngn darls nnt i go n hangout ngn dia..i bgtau i nk mandi dlu then go....

then best part : masuk je bilik air..ambik towel..ade bau dia...i just drop n broke down..meraung yes i meraung...trs kol darls blik..cian darls dia pun kompius br je tksat td ok..ni tibe2 meraung2 kol..*im sorry darls wat u risau*..at tat moment br i realise ive never been at tat house alone without dia..lg kuat raungan ku time tue..tktau la org sblh dgr or not tp rasa dieorg tkde cos umah nmpk gelap..but i think my cry dgr smpi blok sebelah haha..

niat hati nk pindah masuk umah tue thn dpn..but i dont think i can..i dont think im strong enough to be there alone..im sure in time i'll be moving here but not tis soon..mungkin lepas umah tue hilang bau dia..mungkin lepas umah tue hilang memory dia..mungkin lepas hati ni dh bercantum semula *tktau bila thn*...but ini lah kebenarannya

tis is me :

hoi..

hoi aku cinta kau la..adeeehhhh nape laaa mcm ni jd nya..nape la aku jd gini ekk ya ALLAH..dh la aku mls nk menaip..nk type je nk emo nk type je nk emo..aku penat la emo..org tue tk tau pun aku nangis mcmane..tktau pun hati aku hancur mcmane kn kn kn knnn...soooo kenapa perlu aku sorg2 je rasa semua niii kenapaaaa!!!

erm...ok bye korg nnt esk2 klu aku tk emo aku smbung ye haha..

tis is me :

i miss u

pathetic nye la my topic ni kn..im sure alot of u think like tat..but i dont care..ramai yg ckp aku lemah.. i dont care..n all of u called me stupid..still i dont care..tis is how i feel..i really really miss u...everyday i try to call u..everynite i think about u..

kwn2 mrh im like tis..even nyza pun ckp im different..im soo sad smpi i cant explained it..well people might say mcm dia sorg je yg kena dump..honestly mmg bkn aku sorg..tp aku yg rasa..aku yg alami..aku yg nangis tiap2 mlm..aku yg tk tdo..aku aku aku soooo pls jgn perkecilkan kesakitan aku ni...

i wish u'll come back to me..i wish u call me..i wish u remember me..n most of all..i wish u miss me.... i dont know whether u will read tis or not..but i really hope u did..i love u with all my broken heart n i promise to be here when u need me...

so tis is me :

Bila Cinta

Bila cinta kini

Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Hingga engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

kusebut namamu
disetiap doaku
bangkitkan setiap
kenangan tentangmu
yangku dapat
hanyalah bayangmu

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Uuu…

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
.....
Dalam harapan ...uuuu

tis is me..

hey guys..its been day from my last quest..many thing have happened n i dont think im strong enough to even write it here...the honest truth im damn hurt..ada 1 ketika aku berubah jd org lain n aku buat benda yg aku tk patut buat..aku tknk meroyan, aku tknk merepek, aku tknk jd aweks yg org ckp gila..

aku sedey..aku hrp sgt ade org phm keadaan aku skang ni..aku hrp sgt bende ni tk jd kt aku..slama ni aku ingt aku kuat nk harungi smua ni sorg2 tp aku tk kuat..aku tk mampu..aku takut sgt2..aku takut idup sorg2..mmg org akn ckp aku pathetic dan aku ngaku aku mmg pathetic..aku ngaku aku tkleh idup tnpa dia..tp kebenaranya aku kena blaja idup tnpa dia..kebenarannya dia bkn lg milik aku..

ape yg jd untuk 4 hari lalu biar la aku simpan tuk mengingatkn aku...kata2 dia "i syg u i cinta u selamanya" akn aku simpan dlm hati wlupun hati aku dh hancur...betul kata org cinta tidak boleh dirancang...kata2 dia "i tk sangka i akn jatuh cinta kt dia" akn aku slalu main kn dlm kepala supaya aku sedar ape yg jadi ni bkn mimpi..

maaf bkn niat aku nk minta simpati hanya sekadar meluahkn perasaan yg amat menyakitkan ini..

What shud i do?

Sumtin happen n i dont know how to explain it aarrgghhh!!!! Whut shud i do?mybe i need a vacation to clear my mind but when it comes to vacation the main thing pop up are money hahaha tkde ke percutian tkperlu duit ek? *cuti atas katil di rumah sndiri je la* ahaks

Latet guyz till next quest happy reading

Mesyuarat Agung

Gambar hiasan

*aku tk sambut xmas*

2day i guess is my lucky day cos ive got a toaster as a prize for our annual "tukar-tukar hadiah" yeaahh tkperlu beli toaster lg haha..n for our annual "cabutan bertuah" ive got myself supply of "bhn pencuci" ahaks..its kewl n i feel so lucky ooyeeaahh..

i love being preoccupied cos i dont have to think about my problem ahaks..eh lupe nk bgtau i was voted to be the AJK for "biro penerbitan" which i tknk tp kena paksa cos tkpenah pegang apa2 jawatan..ahaks ok la cos ade gaks org yg rasa kita ni berharga n mampu wat keje2 yg bakal diberikan..yesss i can feel a new year coming ahead oyeeeaaahhh lg..

ahaks dh tktau nk ckp ape yg pasti next year is gonna be a new year 4 me to accept who i am just the way i am in order for others to accept me 4 who i am..hahahha ayat apakah harap2 korg phm la ek..

k guys till next quest in which i guess mmg gonna be a great quest 4 me..quest ape??nanti kn nnt wokey..mwakhsss

Perhatian!!

if ure a kewl PLU and looking 4 a place to live near PUTRAJAYA quite near to CYBERJAYA..kindly leave ure comment here..cos im looking 4 a housemate..detail will be given to those who r interested only..TQ