F.U.N spells out Happy

assalamualaikum my dears..lately ive been bz tats y tkde entry2 terkini ahaks...ari2 type separuh jalan je..*bz sgt ke aku ni hahaha*....as u can see topic agak gempak hahaha *gempak ke??* well here we goooo...

actually i have a story to share but its not mine to share ahaks..nnt la akn ku share kn juga wat kamu2 semua just tat tis is not the best time kut...tgu daku bincang ngn si dia dlu ye..ahaks well i guess tats spoil it kn hahaha..yes there is sumbody now in my life..mls laks nk sorok2 dh..but 4 the time being u guys just hav to satisfied wit there is sumbody hikhik..tkleh nk bgtau sape dia ye biarlah rahsia *4 the time being*....lalala~~`

keadaan tidak mengizinkn kami untuk bersama but still we try to b laaa kn kn kaaan...sbrnnya nk taip dlm blog ni pun lya akn pk 10 kali..kadang2 tue dh taip2 nk klik publish pn pk 100 kali hahaha..but org ckp berita gembira elok la di kongsi kn bersama kn..si dia propose to me... ahaks if termasuk smlm dh 3 kali kut...

1st : 19 January 2012

2nd : 20 February 2012

3rd : 22 February 2012

1st die propose mmg time 2 im not ready..n honestly time 2 mmg im still waiting 4 my ex..ermm.. abaikan hahaha...the 2nd time die propose i gave my answer but dia kata jgn bgtau kt org sbb nk propose face 2 face..then yesterday after had our dinner we when 4 a smoke kt balcony *ahaks tk leh smoke dlm umah tersebut*..then die propose ahaks "will u marry me?"..mcm nk polok tknk lepas2 je time 2 but as always daku mmg slalu nya control ayuss hahaha..*sbnrnya tahan air mata*..then bg my answer..."ofcos i will"..oyeeeaaahhh!!!..

i know tat tis new build relationshp is gonna be a bumpy ride..but im willing n i accepted it *telan slow2*...till the day ure fully mine ek syg...eventho i know ramai tk setuju *maksud ramai ada la 2-3 org kwn haha*...yes n i know karma is gonna hunt me like hell but i cant lie to my self n my heart...ssh bila bende ni libat kn hati *sigh*..hope fully korg leh doakn tis new relationshp's gonna last 4 ever..or at least till our love dies....

k guys tats it 4 now..till next quest...mwahksss love u all...

tis is me :

nota tangan : jika ada lya terluka kan siapa2 lya minta maaf n ampun..i am only human..

for my ex

"Jar Of Hearts"

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel all right
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

....sekian lama

i know its been a while tk nulis..ari2 bukak ari2 stuck kdg2 kt tajuk pn dh tktau nk tulis ape..soo 4 today mcm2 idea ada nk tulis even smlm lg dh ade idea but tibe2 arini terbaca sumtin kt blog org tu wat rasa nk ngamuk je..yes aku mrh..sgt mrh..nape aku leh phm keadaan dia tp dia tknk phm keadaan aku??slh sgt ke ape aku wat??slh slh???yg lg wat pns sgt tue nape laks nk sama kn aku ngn gf kesygan dia??adehhhhh aku mls laa nk gaduh2 nk nanges2 nk sakit2 ati aku dh puas dh dpt bende tue ngn ex aku dlu..dh puas dh aku jatuh...aku tknk dh wat diri aku jatuh bawah mcm tue lg..

aku phm laaa dia mrh sbb dia syg..tp aku ni tk syg dia ke?aku ni tk sedey ngn keadaan kiteorg skang ni??dia penah tk tnye perasaan aku ngn keadaan kiteorg??penah??penah ke??kat luar mmg la aku senyum2 aku gelak2 dlm ni...dlm ni ada ke sape2 yg tau???mmg aku tau org akn ckp..padan muka la dh sendiri yg nk mcm tue kena terima laa..mmg aku tgh terima la ni..aku telan gaks 1 per 1 wlupn aku rasa aku melanggar pantang aku sendiri...dia...nape dia tknk phm...nape dia nk jd selfish mcm tue??ye mmg u selfish...org nk mrh i sbb ckp u selfish..sooo be it...

secara jujur..u mmg tk kenal i..mungkin kite kenal dh lama..tp u mmg tkkenal i mcmane..hati n cinta n syg i bkn sesuatu yg murah n tuk di wat main2...erm..sedey sgt..takat ni je la..aku tktau nape aku tulis semua ni kt cini..gile gamaknya..k la till next quest..

aku -Lya-

Jawapannya YA

assalamualaikum yuuhuuu my beloved reader ahaks...as u can see its all about me me me me me ahaks..here we goooo...

lately ni ramai betul yg duk sangsi when i told them im single..well my dearies i am SINGLE it has been for 2 month la beb..im single tlg la percaya hahaha tk caya pn tkpela nk wat mcmane kn..hanya daku mengetahui kebenarannya hahaha..

well since im back in the market..ive realize a lot of things..yg baik yg buruk yg huduh bagai la..citer2 tue nnt i citer in another entry for now entry ni just khas tuk bgtau korg2 semua out there tat i am SINGLE ahaks..

till next quest guyss mwakhsssss..

tis is me :

nota tangan : single n loving it...

Jeles Kah??

assalamualaikum all of u out there..im back wit a new entry 4 2day...sorry ar smlm tkde entry sbb tkde bband ni br ade hahaha..well here we gooo....

arini dpt tau lg sorg my frem yg single dh berpunya ahaks..besh je dgr dh smpi waktu dia la agaknya kn..kiteorg sama2 menderita dlu ahaks..tp kn honestly im a bit di ulangi a bit jeles la gaks cos dieorg dh ketemui kebhgiaan tp me...????nape i tk jumpe kebhgiaan semudah n se cepat dieorg ek??..

well god works in a mysteries ways kn soo just wait n u will find ure happiness *ayat sedap kn ati sendiri*..kepada kwn2 ku yg telah ketemu cinta im happy 4 u guys..jaga elok2 hubungan ini ok mwakhssss syg korg sgt2 tau..

till next entry guys mwakhhhhsss

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nota tangan : pasti akn ku ketemu cahaya di hujung terowong ini kelak..

Last Night

assalamualaikum wargaaa blog slmt pagi..br pas abesh meeting tp ni dlm keadaan yg agak mengantuk smbil menaip ni kang klu ade slh eje tu abaikn aje la ek haha..todays topic seperti di atas ye...here we goo...

smlm lya g ambik cek la kt umah dia saje ajak die lepak umah busan gaks duk ptrjy ye arr housemate semua bz sob sob sob hahaha soo ajak la cek la lepak..actually nk citer psl ketekunan perchentaan baru cek la ni hehe* maaf la cek la sy pinjam contoh anda dlm entry kali ni hehe*...

teringat time2 mula2 berchenta dlu mmg klu leh tknk letak phn tue haha bergayut la till slh sorg tertido ahaks..then setiap kali terjaga je mesti msg *syg i mish u* tkpn * syg i mimpi u td* tkpn *syg i tjaga ni tibe2 tingat kt u* kaaaaaaaaaaan jgn tipu la yg korg tkpenah wat gini kn kn knnn haha..n the best part was masa bgn pg2 mesti terus capai hphn nk tgk ade tk msg..then mesti msg ucap good morning kaaaaaaaaan..n hphn mesti 24/7 ada kt tgn even mandi n berak pn bwk hahaha..sonok kn berchenta time bunga2 ni hehehe..

tats it kut dlu nnt lya smbung lg ye wat masa skang ni ingt saat2 bhagia masa berchenta dlu2 hahaha..till next quest guys mwakhsss

tis is me :

nota tangan : wat semua yg sdg hangat berchenta..chaiyok chaiyok terus kn perchentaan anda..anda semua memberi sy secebis harapan =)

Baru Permulaan..

selamat petang semua...sorry arini entry lambat cikit sbb bz bgt pg2 td hahaha..well 4 today topic kite adalah seperti di atas hahaha..well here we go...

actually blur jap mcmane nk start ek??hahaha ok la start dr bwh la buleh tk?hikhik...just nk remind myself its just the beginning kn..br awal thn kaaaaaaaaaaaaan..tkguna nk bersedey2 sgt kn im sure tats alot of new opportunity 4 me out there kaaann..so jgn ar kite lost hope sgt nnt akn ketemu jua dgn cahaya kaaann hahaha..

merepek je aku arini..till next quest la korg hahah mwakhsss....

tis is me :

nota tangan : until tat day....

Guitar Chord Am

well guys back to our chord session..tis is the 4th chord of the song tat im learning..its A major ye ye sama laks mcm nama sumbody tue kn..hahahaha abaikan la ek..chord ni mudah gaks la nk main cuma kena pastikn tgn tk tertekan kt bwh tu sure bunyi sumbing nnt..

honestly dh lama tk pegang gitar sbb mr bluey tk g clinic lg mama dia tk mampu insyallah bln dpn kite g ye syg..hikhik lg pun rasa mcm tk semangat je nk main kn lagu tu kt org tu sbb.... ahaks biar lah rahsia kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan..

till next quest la korg mwakhssss...

tis is me :

nota tangan : rasa2 mcm nk tukar lagu je..tp mama ajar jgn hangat2 tahi ayam kite kena terus kn ape yg kite dh ckp nk wat..sooo chaiyok chaiyok!!!

Terkenang

harini dr siang td till now duk terpk dia..nape dgn dia???dia ok ke tk??sht ke tidak??ahaks kenapa perlu aku ingt kt dia..dia dh tentu2 tk ingt kt aku..dia bahgia dh kn..tkpe la mmg itu doa aku tuk dia..sbnrnya aku terbau bau dia hahahahha bau bdn dia hahahahahhahaha sedey nye aku laaaa haiii...nape laks nk terkenang ni why why why...hopefully die ok

tknk ar merepek lg dh..till next quest mwakhs..

-Lya-

nota tangan : i rindu u keroro...

mencari HATI

assalamualaikum semua..arini cuti lagi..nk kata hapy tkde la hapy sgt busan kut cuti2 ni nk g mane pn tktau tkde member..ok kite bukak topic baru arini..as u can see kesah mencari hati..here we go..

seyesly lya slalu wonder mcmane istilah mencari hati ni ek..lya tgk org lain relex je leh je move on dgn mudah,cpt n berkesan hehe..honestly 2 tell u the truth lya mls nk mencari..cos bila cari i'll get my heart broken into a million pieces lg tkmau la..sakit sgt rasanya n im not sure i'll be able to mend it again..ni pun tk fully into places lg ade lg missing pieces tah ilang ktmane tah..*hopefully i found them*....org slalu ckp nnt jmpe la tue..persoalan nya nk jumpa ktne??...

dlm community kita ni gaks ke??tkmau ar sbb nya yg ada semua yg tk loyal *sorry ek korg bkn nk kutuk* cos lya nmpk ramai yg tk hapy ngn hubungan sendiri then cuba2 nk try test market ahaks.. *ni la yg my x wat dlu..n look at us now*...jgn la korg..if tk happy ngn relationshp sendiri try to worked it out..if dh tkleh sgt try lg..try slagi dlm hati ada cinta..if once u dh realise yg dlm hati dh tkde cinta...than n only than u walk away....lepas dh single n dh suci dr segala heartache br laaa korg ngorat aweks lain ye..plsss laa wat gini..jgn laa memain kn ati org lain..tk baik woo 1 day korg terkena br korg tau sakit dia mcmane..

ahaks dh terlari dr topic tp tkpe janji ade kesah hati hahaha..k la guys tats it kut 4 tis moment.. kesimpulan nya lya tknk mencari cos lya pasti hati lya akn jumpa lya 1 hari nnt..n lya akn tgu slama mana pun untuk hati lya...till next quest guyz mwakhhhsss...

tis is me :



nota tangan : till my own heart stop beating i'll wait 4 u my dear heart...

my sunday

salamz all tis is my 2nd entry 4 today..due to terlampau busan rasanya bakal wujud 5-6 entry laa arini aje hahaha nsb la nk baca baca tknk sudah tk paksa pun..

arini bgn tghari standard time cuti..then leh la mengadap lappy ni smpi kul 5 lebih duk lyn utube lagu2 dr glee besh la gaks romantik..ade gaks 2 3 video yg tgk then nangis haha mmg sah jiwa lembik..tough cikit laa lya weihhh sbb tue senang je org nk langgar lari ngn hati kamu itu isk isk.. yg besh tgk glee td bila part kurt ngn blaine mmg loving couple cute gile..jeles laa tgk org bhgia ni..rasa nya dr dlu till now kebhgiaan yg singgah dlm idup ku ini hnya sementara...bila la agaknya dpt nk kecapi kebhgiaan tuk slmanya ek..opsss br je siang td post psl tamak..jgn tamak lya kebhgiaan pasti akn muncul kelak 4 the time being bersyukur dgn apa yg ada..=)

pastue dkt kul 6 kuar g jln2 d sbb kn tktau nk g mane singgah kedai gunting wambut..pergghh sumpah tknk g dh..die nye basuh mcm nk tercabut kulit kepala adehh cendera cenderaaa..kijam sungguh cina tu rasa nk meleleh air mata...sob sob..abesh potong naik bby wus auto je drive blk umah...hahahha sungguh tkde life nye lya ni sedey laks bila pk blk..dh la tknk pk..penat mengenang nasib tknk kenang dh nk wat bodoh aje...

k la ni nk smbung lyn utube bye...

tis is me :

nota tangan : nk sedey puas2 lepas tue tknk sedey2 dh..sape2 nk wat aku sedey sila jwp ngn kaki aku ek...

T.A.M.A.K

assalamualaikum my beloved readers...*ada ke?* hari mulia ni lya rasa nk merepek2 seperti biasa hahaha standard la klu tk merepek tue bukan lya la kn..seperti di atas tue la topic kite wat arini..sooo here goes.....

tamak apakah itu tamak jum tnye incik google..

"Dari definisi yang difahami, bahwa tamak adalah sikap rakus terhadap hal-hal yang bersifat kebendaan tanpa memperhitungkan mana yang halal dan haram. Sifat ini dijelaskan oleh Syeikh Ahmad Rifai sebagai sebab timbulnya rasa dengki, hasud, permusuhan dan perbuatan keji dan mungkar lainnya, yang kemudian pada penghujungnya mengakibatkan manusia lupa kepada Allah SWT, kehidupan akhirat serta menjauhi kewajiban agama.

Sifat rakus terhadap dunia menyebabkan manusia menjadi hina, sifat ini digambarkan oleh beliau seperti orang yang haus yang hendak minum air laut, semakin banyak ia meminum air laut, semakin bertambah rasa dahaganya. Maksudnya, bertambahnya harta tidak akan menghasilkan kepuasan hidup karena keberhasilan dalam mengumpulkan harta akan menimbulkan harapan untuk mendapatkan harta benda baru yang lebih banyak.Orang yang tamak senantiasa lapar dan dahaga kehidupan dunia. Makin banyak yang diperoleh dan menjadi miliknya, semakin rasa lapar dan dahaga untuk mendapatkan lebih banyak lagi. Jadi, mereka sebenarnya tidak dapat menikmati kebaikan dari apa yang dimiliki, tetapi sebaliknya menjadi satu bebanan hidup." sumber

walaupun bahasa di atas ni bahasa indon tp phm kn ape maksud dia..pada pandangan lya laks tamak itu 1 perasaan yg wujud dlm diri individu yg tk kenal erti bersyukur dgn apa yg dia ada..n sentiasa mahu lebih...*mcm penjelasan kt atas je haha* pape pun la minta simpang la dr wujud perasaan tamak ni dlm diri kita ye..marilah kita sama2 sentiasa bersyukur dgn setiap pemberian ALLAH SWT..

till next quest guys..mwakhssss...

tis is me :

nota tangan : sayangilah apa yg ada dpn mata dari duk meraba2 yg tidak ada dlm pandangan..

Lately

salam korg..lately ni rasa mls gila nk update blog..bkn nye ada org baca pun kn..tkpe la janji leh tenang kn minda n jiwa n hati n segalanya...

lately ni mcm2 laks bende nk jadi dlm idup daku ini kn..bby wus terlanggar tiang, heart broken, handbeg kena curi, heart broken n heart broken..hahhahaha lemau la rasanya..tkpe tkpe kata org tuhan menguji hamba2 nya yg DIA sedar mampu menangani nya..wat masa skang ni mampu lg menghadapi dugaan yg di uji..tp klu tmbah lg tkleh dh kut..isk isk

sob sob..nangis sorg2 je la keje nye lately ni..tknk pk la..tknk tknk tknk..biar la nk jd ape pun jd la mls mls mls mls seyesly..hati tk rasa pape dh..NUMB..BEKU..KEJUNG..biar je la kn..wat goes around comes around...lalala~~`

k la tah ape2 tah yg di merepeks kn ini...till next quest guyz..mwakhsss

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