bila nk raya nie..2day rasa mcm nk ngamuk sakan jerk...my spek patah...isk isk tula dia when u got kids ahaks ade anak ke???notttttt its my sis nyer baby isk tktau la nk citer mcmane ganas nye baby sorg tue...klu tk bg ngamuk smpi sakit jiwa dgr bila bg tgk la ape jd...nsb baik tk patah 2 if patah 2 mmg buta laaa kt umah nsb baik gie opis pakai contact lense..ingt kn dia belum 2 years old jerk if tk mmg dh kena blasah dh...i nyer la geram smpi menitis gaks la air mata nie..tekanan tekanan... org tk phm my situations org ingt duk umah ngn parents tue senang, besh, n yg baik2 segala la.. but 4 me tekanan...org lain *yg tk kawen* balik2 leh relex2 but not me balik2 kena jaga baby yg bukan ku lahir kn....tksempat nk relex jiwa n minda dh ade jerk benda baru jadik..n the best thing is tat kdg2 org yg patut bertanggungjawap biar kn ajerk n letak tanggungjwp tue atas bahu ku yg agak fergile nie...tkpernah sekali pun dieorg tnya how's was my day ahaks...tknk la ckp pnjng2 kang nangis..sedey bgt but nk buang mati bapak nk smpn mati diri *ahaks peribahasa sendiri*....
wahai kamu2 dgr la rintihan hati adik mu ini...im sick n tired of doing things tat r not suppose to be mine in the 1st place...dont get me wrong i love my niece but sumtimes i do need time 4 myself..n the only place i can get tat is here..oh god i felt so tired....
k la guyz tats it kang byk2 nangis hehe..till next quest happy reading...
*muk tis is y i need whut i need....*
