hari yg berlalu..

more sad stories..its not like i ni saje je nk sedey2 kn diri but this is how i feel.. kdg2 tue ada gaks rasa nk gie jln straight line kt highway yg penuh ngn kete n laju2 but bila pk dosa tk jd hehe..

well citer sedey arini is tat last sunday *sunday ke ek darls i lupe* rasa nye sunday la..i g rumah kt putrajaya cos ade org nk tgk bilik..smpi2 ok je, relex je..tgh pasang2 cangkuk 4 langsir..smbil tgu org yg nk tgk bilik tue ok lg..then dpt msg ckp dieorg dh smpi..then dieorg naik tgk bilik duduk kejap bincang psl payment..oh ya yg dtg tue sorg peng ngn awek dia..ok lg time tu leh lg citer2 sembang2..then dieorg mula mesra2..peerrggghhh rasa nk mati time tu gaks..control lg..then masa nk pasang langsir peng tu ckp meh nk tlg psng kn..ok lg...dieorg pun blk...lepas dieorg blk trus kol darls..ckp kt darls "ok la encem gaks peng tue darls..but dh ade aweks damn!!" then ckp ngn darls nnt i go n hangout ngn dia..i bgtau i nk mandi dlu then go....

then best part : masuk je bilik air..ambik towel..ade bau dia...i just drop n broke down..meraung yes i meraung...trs kol darls blik..cian darls dia pun kompius br je tksat td ok..ni tibe2 meraung2 kol..*im sorry darls wat u risau*..at tat moment br i realise ive never been at tat house alone without dia..lg kuat raungan ku time tue..tktau la org sblh dgr or not tp rasa dieorg tkde cos umah nmpk gelap..but i think my cry dgr smpi blok sebelah haha..

niat hati nk pindah masuk umah tue thn dpn..but i dont think i can..i dont think im strong enough to be there alone..im sure in time i'll be moving here but not tis soon..mungkin lepas umah tue hilang bau dia..mungkin lepas umah tue hilang memory dia..mungkin lepas hati ni dh bercantum semula *tktau bila thn*...but ini lah kebenarannya

tis is me :