i need help....

i feel like dying this couple of dayz...i need sumone to be there 4 me but it seems tat it only left as a wishful thinking..i browse around sum frenz blog well i guess they have better issue to write about.. as 4 me i dont have any info but just a life lesson that im learning thru out the day....so here goes

im so damn depressed rite now n i dont know whut to do n where to go..i really need of my wonderpets rite now but as suspected they have their own life..well my beloved wonderpets i wish u all the best in your life..stay the same coz u are perfect just the way u r....soo seem that i dont have my wonderpets anymore i guess this is the last place 4 me to express myself whether if there's nobody reading it i guess it peace my mind just a little bit tats all i hope 4...

well as always i never write whut is my main problem ahaks..i guess i dont know how to explained it...i truly need help...ya allah ya tuhan ku bantu lah hamba mu yg kerdil ini aku benar2 memerlukan bantuan mu ya allah...beratnya laa dlm kepala ni air mata nie meleleh aje tk henti2 time dlm bus ke kt opis ke tgh jln ke..ahaks but mcm biasa tkde sape akn sedar air mata ku meleleh...i think i want to stop now cos skang pun dh tk nmpk screen ahaks...

till next quest guyz...happy reading

*no more ps i love u*

Posting...

well guys as u all know im a gov servent now ahaks..well theres pros n cons laa tp semua tmpt mcm tue kn kn kn...ive been posting at SPA Putrajaya *jauh gilee isk isk* yeay under PM tats pengurusan maklumat double yeay..mmg bidang sendiri la but i think its been a while i main2 ngn coding2 nie takut tkleh nk wat laks...but i have to dh tis is my new work kn kn..chaiyok chaiyokk...kite setiap manusia perlu ada keyakinan diri no matter whut come our way kena harungi dgn penuh ketabahan n keyakinan ahaks...tats whut ive been telling myself la..nnt tkleh wat nangis jap then try lagik if tkleh gakss nangis lagikk then carik jln lagik hahahahhaha mcm tue la kehidupan kn...

well enuz of work my love life still sucks..i am full of problem rite now but certain people cant handle me time im like tis..well i dun blame u..i sumtimes cant even handle myself..but as always i expected more from u which is my own fault ahaks...i only have me to blame...i need to settle this fast so tat i can have a simple n quiet life...*but do i want a simple n quiet life?* ahaks....

i guess tats it guys..till next quest..happy reading

*i need place to stay in putrajaya if u have any info inform me plss thanks in advance*