Thursday, December 29, 2011

hey u wake up!!!

its time to wake up!!!!!
stop all tis foolish act...
stop acting like tat...
stop making it easy...
stop wearing ure heart at ure sleeve..
u just have to stop responding to ure heart..
just let it bleed...
just pls pls pls...wake the hell up!!!!!!!

tis is me :

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Baby Pls Stay

"Stay"
Sugarland

I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call
It's just another call from home
And you'll get it and be gone
And I'll be crying

And I'll be begging you, baby
Beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting
With my Heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years
And I think I'm dying

What do I have to do to make you see
She can't love you like me?

Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay

You keep telling me, baby
There will come a time
When you will leave her arms
And forever be in mine
But I don't think that's the truth
And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting
It's too much pain to have to bear
To love a man you have to share

Why don't you stay
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay

I can't take it any longer
But my will is getting stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute
After all that I've put in it
I've given you my best
Why does she get the best of you
So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine

Why don't you stay
I'm up off my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
You can't give me what I need
When she begs you not to go
There is one thing you should know
I don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay, yeah

tis is me :

Monday, December 26, 2011

I het myself

Hey there sorry lama tk update been bz a bit lately. Nk smbung meroyan ke ek?rasa tkyh kut ni just nk meluah kn sedikit sbyk ape yg terpendam dlm hati nurani ni.

As u can see topic arini menarik kn ahaks well menarik for me la. I really het myself now. Rasa lembik sgt, rasa lemah sgt. 4 those who knew me before tis episode mesti knal lya as a strong n independent women *pasan jap*..well tats the truth. Lya sendiri pn tktau mane pegi nye tat gurl i used to know..tat gurl yg leh hidup atas kaki sendiri..tat gurl yg boleh bgn bila2 masa org put her down...

I really really het myself soo much rite now..kdg2 lya rasa mcm lya ni laks jd penghalang org lain nk bhgia..lya duk remind myself "just let go lya just let go" but npe ssh sgt ek?npe lya yg kuat tue hilang ek?npe lya yg ada smgt tue tk pimpin my hand n bgn kn i smula?..4 those yg dh pernah terluka how does it tat u guys bgn blk?how do u do it?pepelis bg la lya kata2 perangsang..guide me..help me

I dont wanna make the same mistake again pls show me a sign..betul ke ape yg bkal lya wat ni or am i just simply jerat diri sendiri??? Ya ALLAH i need ure guidance...

Tis is me :

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Bkn Pilihan

selamat hari khamis semua...arini i nk bincang cikit psl topik di atas..*bincang ke bkn meroyan haha*...here goes..

penah tk korg rasa jd org bkn pilihan..maksud nya tidak di pilih oleh seseorg yg kita syg...i know some of u mesti jwp pernah kn..soo i guess korg tau rasa die mcmane kn.. honestly speaking mmg rasa mcm nk mati..rasa tk dicintai..rasa tk di hargai..rasa tkde maruah..rasa tkde harga diri...rasa MURAH..nk most of all rasa LOST n LONELY...

nasihat lya la pada semua kapel2 out there..if korg rasa korg dh tkleh nk go on bwk bincang..bincang elok2..talk things thru..if tkleh gaks break elok2..mmg akn sakit n akn rasa hati hancur tp rasa tue lebih baik dr rasa BKN PILIHAN..

just now lya ade baca dlm fb sumbody nye status die tulis "If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. If you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second..... ;)".....sentap jap baca..but its the truth..mybe the 2nd 1 is the best kn...the 1st 1 u used to love but ure inlove wit the 2nd 1...

tah la pucuk pangkal terletak kt tgn korg..tp plz..lya merayu plzz..jgn wat org lain rasa dia tkde harga...jgn wat org lain rasa ape yg lya rasa...

tis is me :

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

hari yg berlalu..

more sad stories..its not like i ni saje je nk sedey2 kn diri but this is how i feel.. kdg2 tue ada gaks rasa nk gie jln straight line kt highway yg penuh ngn kete n laju2 but bila pk dosa tk jd hehe..

well citer sedey arini is tat last sunday *sunday ke ek darls i lupe* rasa nye sunday la..i g rumah kt putrajaya cos ade org nk tgk bilik..smpi2 ok je, relex je..tgh pasang2 cangkuk 4 langsir..smbil tgu org yg nk tgk bilik tue ok lg..then dpt msg ckp dieorg dh smpi..then dieorg naik tgk bilik duduk kejap bincang psl payment..oh ya yg dtg tue sorg peng ngn awek dia..ok lg time tu leh lg citer2 sembang2..then dieorg mula mesra2..peerrggghhh rasa nk mati time tu gaks..control lg..then masa nk pasang langsir peng tu ckp meh nk tlg psng kn..ok lg...dieorg pun blk...lepas dieorg blk trus kol darls..ckp kt darls "ok la encem gaks peng tue darls..but dh ade aweks damn!!" then ckp ngn darls nnt i go n hangout ngn dia..i bgtau i nk mandi dlu then go....

then best part : masuk je bilik air..ambik towel..ade bau dia...i just drop n broke down..meraung yes i meraung...trs kol darls blik..cian darls dia pun kompius br je tksat td ok..ni tibe2 meraung2 kol..*im sorry darls wat u risau*..at tat moment br i realise ive never been at tat house alone without dia..lg kuat raungan ku time tue..tktau la org sblh dgr or not tp rasa dieorg tkde cos umah nmpk gelap..but i think my cry dgr smpi blok sebelah haha..

niat hati nk pindah masuk umah tue thn dpn..but i dont think i can..i dont think im strong enough to be there alone..im sure in time i'll be moving here but not tis soon..mungkin lepas umah tue hilang bau dia..mungkin lepas umah tue hilang memory dia..mungkin lepas hati ni dh bercantum semula *tktau bila thn*...but ini lah kebenarannya

tis is me :

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

hoi..

hoi aku cinta kau la..adeeehhhh nape laaa mcm ni jd nya..nape la aku jd gini ekk ya ALLAH..dh la aku mls nk menaip..nk type je nk emo nk type je nk emo..aku penat la emo..org tue tk tau pun aku nangis mcmane..tktau pun hati aku hancur mcmane kn kn kn knnn...soooo kenapa perlu aku sorg2 je rasa semua niii kenapaaaa!!!

erm...ok bye korg nnt esk2 klu aku tk emo aku smbung ye haha..

tis is me :


Monday, December 19, 2011

i miss u

pathetic nye la my topic ni kn..im sure alot of u think like tat..but i dont care..ramai yg ckp aku lemah.. i dont care..n all of u called me stupid..still i dont care..tis is how i feel..i really really miss u...everyday i try to call u..everynite i think about u..

kwn2 mrh im like tis..even nyza pun ckp im different..im soo sad smpi i cant explained it..well people might say mcm dia sorg je yg kena dump..honestly mmg bkn aku sorg..tp aku yg rasa..aku yg alami..aku yg nangis tiap2 mlm..aku yg tk tdo..aku aku aku soooo pls jgn perkecilkan kesakitan aku ni...

i wish u'll come back to me..i wish u call me..i wish u remember me..n most of all..i wish u miss me.... i dont know whether u will read tis or not..but i really hope u did..i love u with all my broken heart n i promise to be here when u need me...

so tis is me :

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Bila Cinta

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Hingga engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

kusebut namamu
disetiap doaku
bangkitkan setiap
kenangan tentangmu
yangku dapat
hanyalah bayangmu

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana


Uuu…

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

.....
Dalam harapan ...uuuu

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

tis is me..

hey guys..its been day from my last quest..many thing have happened n i dont think im strong enough to even write it here...the honest truth im damn hurt..ada 1 ketika aku berubah jd org lain n aku buat benda yg aku tk patut buat..aku tknk meroyan, aku tknk merepek, aku tknk jd aweks yg org ckp gila..

aku sedey..aku hrp sgt ade org phm keadaan aku skang ni..aku hrp sgt bende ni tk jd kt aku..slama ni aku ingt aku kuat nk harungi smua ni sorg2 tp aku tk kuat..aku tk mampu..aku takut sgt2..aku takut idup sorg2..mmg org akn ckp aku pathetic dan aku ngaku aku mmg pathetic..aku ngaku aku tkleh idup tnpa dia..tp kebenaranya aku kena blaja idup tnpa dia..kebenarannya dia bkn lg milik aku..

ape yg jd untuk 4 hari lalu biar la aku simpan tuk mengingatkn aku...kata2 dia "i syg u i cinta u selamanya" akn aku simpan dlm hati wlupun hati aku dh hancur...betul kata org cinta tidak boleh dirancang...kata2 dia "i tk sangka i akn jatuh cinta kt dia" akn aku slalu main kn dlm kepala supaya aku sedar ape yg jadi ni bkn mimpi..

maaf bkn niat aku nk minta simpati hanya sekadar meluahkn perasaan yg amat menyakitkan ini..


Saturday, December 10, 2011

What shud i do?

Sumtin happen n i dont know how to explain it aarrgghhh!!!! Whut shud i do?mybe i need a vacation to clear my mind but when it comes to vacation the main thing pop up are money hahaha tkde ke percutian tkperlu duit ek? *cuti atas katil di rumah sndiri je la* ahaks

Latet guyz till next quest happy reading

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Mesyuarat Agung

Gambar hiasan
*aku tk sambut xmas*


2day i guess is my lucky day cos ive got a toaster as a prize for our annual "tukar-tukar hadiah" yeaahh tkperlu beli toaster lg haha..n for our annual "cabutan bertuah" ive got myself supply of "bhn pencuci" ahaks..its kewl n i feel so lucky ooyeeaahh..

i love being preoccupied cos i dont have to think about my problem ahaks..eh lupe nk bgtau i was voted to be the AJK for "biro penerbitan" which i tknk tp kena paksa cos tkpenah pegang apa2 jawatan..ahaks ok la cos ade gaks org yg rasa kita ni berharga n mampu wat keje2 yg bakal diberikan..yesss i can feel a new year coming ahead oyeeeaaahhh lg..

ahaks dh tktau nk ckp ape yg pasti next year is gonna be a new year 4 me to accept who i am just the way i am in order for others to accept me 4 who i am..hahahha ayat apakah harap2 korg phm la ek..

k guys till next quest in which i guess mmg gonna be a great quest 4 me..quest ape??nanti kn nnt wokey..mwakhsss


Monday, December 5, 2011

Perhatian!!

if ure a kewl PLU and looking 4 a place to live near PUTRAJAYA quite near to CYBERJAYA..kindly leave ure comment here..cos im looking 4 a housemate..detail will be given to those who r interested only..TQ


Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Morning Briefing


i just found this poster n im sure its sooo true..
enjoy guyz till next quest..


Tuesday, November 29, 2011

its been dayz...

its been dayz n dayz n dayz.... since it happen n im a fool still thinks tat a miracle might happen well i guess all the star has gone for me..in a way i might regret it but im happy it happen, it proven to me how much im worth...n i wanted to be worth a whole lot more than tis...

i shouldnt be bothered by this but i am n im suffering much more than i tot i might be but thanks to the suffering it makes me realize tat tis is not a dream n im not dreaming.

i need all the strengths tat i have just to talk myself to wake up in the morning... pls sumone help me wake me up so tat i can move on n live my life n not be blinded by tis memories....

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Yum Yum..

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Wednesday, November 23, 2011

The kek

Well i did tell u guyz tat i would post my birthday kek well here it is ahaks



Monday, November 21, 2011

sore throat


my throat is killing me..i cant speak..i cant eat...i cant swallow.. i cant even smile rite..i when to the doctor last week n it cure for 3 days then it came back...probably due to the fact that i forgot to take the antibiotic n now its backk huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i hate it..help me pepelis.. i cant do my job rite 2day..*well 4 that might be due to me being lazy ahaks* but still huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my throat hurts like hell...

till next quest guyz..i think i need a break n sleep 4 a while *muahahahahaha*


Friday, November 18, 2011

Yesterday

yes..yes yesterday was my birthday..im 2 bz to even celebrated it..but thank god 4 my fren 2day there's a surprise party for me held at pizza hut alamanda ahaks..besh la weiihh..there's even a cake..nnt later i post the cake photo ye..tk smpt arini..hehehe

well citer psl yesterday punya bz is becoz i kena jaga pekse wow besh gila hahaha 1st time n honestly its a new experience hehe..n all the pegawas smlm mmg awesome ar terrrbaaeekk..suke sgt yeay yeay..

thats it kut cos tktau nk type ape blogger ni dh ku bukak dr pg td tp ni je yg dpt kuar hahaha..till next quest guyz..love ya


ps >> thanks 4 those yg ucap kt fb really appreciated it soo much mwakhhss

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Friday, November 11, 2011

11.11.11

yeeehaaaa!! hebat kn tarikh arini..just nk tulis sumtin so tat dpt paparkn tarikh arini hehe.. happy friday semua...




Thursday, November 10, 2011

ice age

waahh my last entry was on 17 october 2011 hahaha..nsb baik thn ni gaks..hello people i mish ya alot i mish my dear beloved diary...since i stop writing..i stop feeling...ahaks leh ke gitu?well i think part of it is true..now i just suppress all my feeling,thinking,ect ect...i like keeping it to myself. walaupun not quite satisfying but it somehow gave me a peace of mine..tenang beb..

but now im back haha..had nothing on my mind right now myb later guy..its nice to have a place to run to everytime i need to express my feeling =)

till next quest bye guys..

Monday, October 17, 2011

hey ya..

its been a long time since i wrote anything here..miss ya my dear blogy..4 the time being i have no story to tell but i will wrote sumtin sooooonn...tunggguuuuuu!!! hehe..

Friday, August 26, 2011

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2011

Yeahhh its have been 26th day of fasting hehe lg 4 ari je lagii chaiyok chaiyok..since tat 2day last day bekerja soo sy lya aka lia aka adilia ingin menyusun 10 jari *tgn* memohon ampun dan maaf dari semua rakan2, kwn2, sahabat2, musuh2, yg dulu kwn skang musuh, yg dlu musuh skang kwn, tuan2, puan2, sepupu, sepapat, bekas kekasih, kekasih hati, bakal kekasih *hehe*, dan semua yg mengenali diri ku ini...harap dpt di maafkn la segala yg telah terjadi antara kita semua ye *klu ada*..Selamat Hari Raya lya ucapkan n Semuga kita panjang umur untuk bertemu dgn Ramadhan di tahun hadapan. Tiada kata yg dpt ku ucapkan bertapa bertuahnya diri ini kerana mengenali korg semua..sooo di sini lya lekat kn kad hari raya rekaan ku yg tk seberapa buat anda2 semua.. mwakhsss i truly love every single person of u <3 <3







Wednesday, August 17, 2011

17th Ogos 2011

cantik laks mata tk entry bwh ni kn hikhik..hey guys its already the 17th day of fasting..kejap lagi raya la kn..rasa2 thn ni dpt tk duit raya?hehe nk mintak kt sape duit raya ek??hahaha sape2 yg sudi nk bg sila2 la ek nnt lya letakkn num account hahaha..

actually nk ucap happy anniversary to me sbb dh sthn bertatih kt opis serba serbi ni yeeehuu!!! sonok rasanya sbb i ni bkn jenis duk setempat lama2 but dh dpt keje yg kukuh ni kena la jaga bebaik kn kn knnnn...alhamdulilah seyes skang ni tenang cikit hati wlupn byk mslh yg menimpa still bersyukur pada tuhan sbb di kurniakn pelbagai nikmat..

yeay TQ ALLAH..here's a special sumtin from me hehe..nk wat kek bebetui n jemput mkn tk kesampaian soo ni je la yg mampu hehe..happy fasting people..

till next quest mwakhs love u all...

Friday, August 12, 2011

tears


i dont wanna cry anymore
but still my tears kept fallin

Thursday, August 11, 2011

help me pls..

hello korg..lama tk blogging masa kt umah slalu time opis jerk hahaha curi tulang..well 2nite nk citer or more like minta pandangan dr korg2 semua *ade ke pembaca ni ek?*..

betul ke ade org ckp "if seseorg tue syg kita..org tue pasti akn cari kita balik"...korg rasa betul ke?? ok let me bg a senario soo tat senang nk phm ye..the situation is sepasang kekasih bergaduh n stop contacting each other...

hahaha tibe2 tktau ape yg nk tnya td..tp harap korg leh compute la ape yg ingin di smpikn..the truth is i tgh sedey n kecewa n agak geram n rasa slama ni hnylah lakonan semata2...its a feeling 4 me to know n i hope non of u will ever find out or felt...

till next quest la korg..nite mwakhs love u all...


Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

hey guys how are u on the 11th day of fasting?? hope fresh n healthy ye ye..dh 2 hari i sakit gigi balik but kena bertahan kaaaannnn...

today bila i kuar umah nk gerak gi keje pg td..tibe2 tergerak hati tgk langit..n to my surprise nmpk bykkkkkk sgt bintang....dh lama tk nmpk bintang byk mcm tue since dunia ni asik dgn pencemaran ajerk kn nk tgk bintang pn ssh..but pg td bila nmpk jerk bintang byk2 i terus bersyukur ke hadrat ilahi sbb masih beri waktu bagi diriku untuk menikmati keindahan alam yg diciptaNYA.. alhamdulilah...

sooo for today why dont kita semua dongak ke langit n look at all the wonders of the world yg telah diberi n jgn lupa panjat kn doa untuk diri sendiri dan juga ahli keluarga dan sape2 yg anda nak la hehe..

tats it for today..happy reading guyz till next quest i will leave u with a little token of appreciation from the bottom of my heart...i heart u all..mwakhsss

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

PELIK

1st of all i just wanna apologies about my last entry..terlalu ikut perasaan sgt kn hikhik..now i dh semakin tenang...ive calm down a bit so tat i tk rasa tekanan sgt..

4 the time being i tgh dlm keadaan a bit keliru..keliru might not be the best word la kut nya kn agak PELIK la yes tats the rite word hehe..pelik dgn sesuatu yg terjadi..and it makes me wonder if its true or not..tkpe la sama2 la kita tgk nnt ape kesudahannya ye..

k la guys till next quest..mwakhss


Tuesday, August 9, 2011

T.I.P.U

yes yes u guess it mmg topic arini psl tipu, penipu dan tertipu...ada org kata kdg2 sesetengah pihak tue menipu sbb nk jaga hati org lain...4 me bullshit la semua tue *aku tk pose tkpe nk carut2* total bull tau tk..dieorg tktau ke dgn menipu bende akn jadi lebih teruk n to make matter worst is tat benda yg ditipu tue terbongkar kt org yg die tipu *aku pong dh tkphm*...time terbongkar tue la br org yg ditipu tau die tertipu n org yg menipu tau ape yg ditipunya dh diketahui..

ape dieorg ingt ape yg dieorg tipu tue tk kn terbongkar ke???tuhan tu maha AGUNG la weih toksah nk ingt korg dh cukup pandai..aku ni cukup pantang dgr org menipu ni aku rasa mcm nk bakar idup2 jerk..ape motif dieorg menipu pun aku tktau la kn..kunun2 nk jaga hati blah laa pdhal nk selamatkn diri sendiri..YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU tenangkn la hamba mu ini..aku mrh sgt2 aku rasa bodoh sgt2..wlupun bende tue dh jadi 2thn lepas aku still tkleh trima yg aku kena tipu..bkn aku tktnye..aku tnye elok2..aku tnye 2 2 belah laks tue..ternyata 2 2 belah mmg tipu aku..

aku nk tnye la kt korg ni kn..ape korg rasa ek bila korg tipu?korg rasa hebat ke?korg rasa korg baik ke sbb dh bjaya menjaga hati org *kununnya* korg rasa korg selamat??..soklan ni korg jerk la yg leh jwp..

aku dh lama tk meroyan mcmni kn sbb aku mmg tk suke nk meroyan2 ni wat aku nmpk bodoh but aku mmg tkleh nk trima walaupun secebis dr penipuan korg ni cos bende ni libat kn harga diri n maruah aku sebagai seorg manusia..kt sini aku nk ckp kt korg yg aku MAAF kn korg sbb tipu aku n aku harap korg tidak la ditipu oleh org lain sebagaimana korg tipu aku..

jika ini balasan untuk kesilapan ku yg lepas aku trima seadanya...trima kasih YA ALLAH kerana menunjukkn ku cerita yg sebenar...-amin-

*maafkn jika bahasa ku agak kasar..ni hasil penulisan atas dasar kemarahan*

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Stuck

assalamualaikum all its been 7 day of fasting already kejap jerk kn..kang tau2 dh raya kn..i dont know why but i have this subject on my mind yg hendak di coret kn but it seems tat setiap kali nk menaip tentang benda tue tk terkeluar..padahal dlm tgh mandi mcm2 ayat dh di karang tgh siap2 nk gie keje setiap patah perkataan dh tersusun rapi dlm pale hotak ni but.....

mungkin subject yg stuck on my mind tu tk sesuai untuk dijadikn bhn bacaan kut or maybe ia akn mengecilkan hati byk pihak..sumtimes mmg rasa nk type jerk watpe pk ape org rasa cos aku sakit teruk??kn kn knnn but bila pk blk watpe nk bg org lain sakit hati semata2 nk tenang kn hati kita sendiri kn...tkkn ade kesudahan nya nnt soo biar la tat subject just linger on my mind n nnt smpi satu masa im sure ia akn hilang dan lenyap di mkn waktu...*hopefully*

mwaaakhhsss love u all till next quest..nnt daku kembali berceloteh lagik...da da

*arini buka ngn capati yeehuuu hehe slmt berbuka all..*

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Isi Hati

its been a while since i wrote anything on my beloved blog kn..been away 4 a while still alasan la kn act leh jerk menulis time kt sana cuma mungkin jari ni tknk menari2 kt keyboard ni time kt sana hehe..now im back die nk kembali menari dgn girang nya hahahaha kesengalan dh tiba..

well today i nk sentuh cikit psl kesedihan..semua org penah sedey kn n yg pasti semua org mesti tk suka perasaan sedey ni...kita sebagai manusia akn sedey psl bermacam2 benda or things tat happen..normal la kn even kdg2 masa kita tgk tv pun kita sedey..hehe *i la tu tgk citer pun nangis* tp did u all notice tat sumtimes kita yg sengaja membuat diri kita sedey..melayankan perasaan sgt smpi tkleh mendung kesedehan..ok sbg cth..masa berchenta kdg2 kita saje je nk pilih org yg slalu wat kita sedey padahal kita tau yg kita ni mampu hidup sorg2 berdiri atas kaki sendiri tnpa org itu butttt stilll kita pilih nk idup ngn dia...hahaha bkn ke itu melambangkn kita mmg suka akan kesedehan hehe..

well korg sblum jari2 ni menari2 atas huruf2 yg bakal merapu2 baik i just jump to the konklusinya ya hehe...the truth is kdg2 kita mmg perlukan kesedehan untuk menyedarkan kita tp jgn la kita keterlaluan smpi memudaratkn diri sendiri..jgn la smpi mencederakan diri sendiri..yang pasti masih ada yg sayang...blajar untuk menyayangi diri sendiri sbb itu akan menghidarkan anda dari perasaan sedey yg melampau...-tammat-

*Salam Ramadhan semua*

Thursday, July 7, 2011

I DO

It's always been about me, myself, and I
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy saying I had a love that wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do

'Cause every time before it's been like maybe yes and maybe no
I can't live without it, I can't let it go
Ooh what did I get myself into?
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me, is it only me, do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now

Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through
So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do

'Cause every time before it's been like maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
What more can I get myself into?
You make we wanna say

Me, a family, a house, a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do

'Cause every time before it's been like maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let us go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make me wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do
Love you

*Our Secret*

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

new look

hey there good people..ive just gave my blog a make over ahaks..*nmpk sgt tkde keje kt opis kn* hahaha actually byk keje tp otak ni tknk siapkn keje yg sepatutnya di siapkn biar la nnt nnt la tgk kn hahahaha tgu bos ketuk pala br nk siapkn...*i work best under pressure*...

well hope u like my new look..as for me..nmpk srabut but saje tkde keje nk penuh2 kn ruangan yg ada...bkn dgn entry br tp dgn bende2 yg br yg ada la hahahaha...

u might ask how's life??*mcm ade org kesahkn* well my life sucks as always..mls nk pk mslh yg bertimbun2 just nk lari dr segala mslh hahahaha...ayuh larrriiiii....

hehehe ok nk gie perhimpunan bulanan...meber dh panggil hahahah dadaaa kang klu ade msa kite smbung celoteh k...

till next quest happy reading..mwakhssss

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

its time...

We're R not meant to be..

My heart already broken to much 4 it to heal..
TQ 4 all the time that we had




Tuesday, June 21, 2011

ada apa dgn cinta??


ada apa dgn cinta??
bila semua nya tiada
noktah terakhir disini
biarkan la semuanya pergii.....




Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Alhamdullilah...

Syukur tk jd apa2..bangunan ni bergegar 2 kali n 2 kali gaks la kami bergegas turun..hebat kuasa Allah s.w.t cos gegaran yg terjadi di sumatera kita yg berada kt cini terasa gegarnya..

Sy syukur sgt2 kerana dpt bernafas skali lagi..ya allah ya tuhan ku trima kasih atas peringatan yang kau berikn kepada kami..

Till next quest guys..happy reading..

Friday, June 10, 2011

Kepulangan Daku


assalamualaikum semua..haha title tkleh blah mcm gie jauh pun...buat yg tktau ive just got back from 3 days kursus kt PD..besh arr gaks kursus nya blaja byk bende baru n yg lagik2 besh ade kejadian misteri yg terjadi hahahaha..gerun + excited = sy hehe...

baru pasan its been a while since i meluah kn perasaan kt cini kn..sian bebelog kesygan ku ini tkde org belai2 hehe bkn tknk belai2 ngn sooopy story but ive been a little bit bz..ni pong keje tk siap2 lagik but memandangkn arini ari jumaat n smlm br balik dr kursus soooo tk brape ready nk mulakn kerja..senin nnt la wat hikhikhik..

here's a few photo yg i sempat snap of the place...check out la below ye...

dpn hotel

Sign Hotel

Rumah dlm Hotel

tue jerk la pic2 yg di ambik hehe..kursus pack soo tkde masa nk gie posing2 hehe soo trima jerk la yg ade tue pong kn..k la nk gie lepak2 kt meja member sat..hahahahaha mkn gaji buta sungguh..till next quest guys...mwakhsss happy reading...




Monday, June 6, 2011

Yeah Kursus

Just nk inform esk i gie kursus 3 ari kt PD yeah...hahaha mls nk menaip skang ni amat bz soo ade masa cikit nie curi2 bebelog hehe..jumpe lepas kursus nnt yee da da all mwakhsss

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Our Promise


aNother Month to go...
Lets just pry tat it will go according to plan
if it did came true then i will tell all my beloved reader =)

xoxo