Smlm..

assalamualaikum my beloved readers..arini n tomorrow kena jd assistant mengajar..nk d jd kn cerita td aku kena jd bidan terjun laks sbb kakak yg spatutnya ngajar tu ade hal keluarga..sakit tul ati ni dh la tk study ape2 pn mengajar td pn ikut suka smpi ade yg complain kt bos encem aku la.. lantak la korg dh aku ckp aku tktau suh gaks isk..sbr je la lya...well back to our topic here we goo...

smlm aku blk je aku tdo penat gila sbb kelmarin aku tdo kul 3 pg..actually aku nk ckp smlm ex aku kol..intipati conversation kami dari hal keluarga smpi la hal dlman hahaha bingung la u ni kn kero.. i told u we r good as fren kn kn i ajak u skandal u tknk hahahaha..die kwn baik cuma mulut die mmg tkpakai filter langsung pakai lepas ikut suke ati dia je hahaha kn kn kn jgn nk menafikannye ek.. just nk informed korg yg die akn wat pembedahan gusi bln 4 ni nnt..*ahaks selamber je bgtau kt org tnpa izin*..hrp2 korg doakn la die selamat ek..ade rezeki n jika tkde aral melintang aku nk g tgk dia cian laks haha..

aku rasa kn aku ni sedey ke tk sedey ke org tgk sama je kn..duk suka merapu meraban je haha tah aku rasa tenang kut bila aku huha huha ni..cos klu aku duk dengdiam mmg aku akn pk memacam..hubby aku slalu ckp "u jgn pk k syg" ahaks ade ke patut die suh aku tk pk..die tu kenal ke tidak aku ni ek??hahaha bkn nama adilia la klu tk pk2..soo kesimpulan nya nk wat aku tk pk is pasti kn aku bz n klu tk bz aku tdo hahahaha..soo blk ni kang aku nk tdo smpi pg esk memandangkan kt umah ptrjy mmg tkde pape senang la aku nk tdo hahaha tgk je dinding sure tdo..

dh la penat laks otak aku nk mereka ayat haha aku mmg tgh ade mslh dlman ni..bila aku sedar ade kelainan kt diri org tp aku mls nk ckp pape so biar je la janji aku tk serabot kn pale org lain dh..till next quest guys mwakhsss...

tis is me :

nota tangan : semua org dh lain so aku pun nk lain lalalala~``

Nak Tulis Ke Tidak??

assalamualaikum hey there all my beloved readers..*i know who u are ahaks*..its my 1st day in the office for this week..smlm el mls g keje huhu jiwa kacau bilau..well now im back wit a new topic for the day..soo here we gooooo!!!!...

did i mention that i when to melaka last weekend??i dont think so kn cos dh lama rasanya tk menulis kt cini..well i did when to melaka last week..its a blast..penat gile but still its a blast..tmbh tolak darab bahagi segala nya still best..dh lama tk berjalan mcm tu..br tersedar dh lama tk bercuti sbnrnya..nnt la nk plan nk g bercuti mane2..bak kata my ex5 nk bercuti tk perlukan duit..tp i duk lwn mulut gaks ngn dia nk bercuti tk guna duit pastue nk isi minyak kete guna ape???hahaha cian dia kena je lyn time i tgh mereng ni..thanks my dear ex5 sbb sudi lyn kerenah daku time2 daku begini haha..

mesti korg wonder wall kn nape laks nk ckp time2 gini kn kn knnnn klu korg tk wonder pun tkpe la biar i sorg ye yg wonder hahahaha...*start merepek*...itu la motif sbnr topic arini..im in a middle of something n i dont think i can talk about it..kang klu ckp org bkn phm..klu tk ckp lg org tk phm kn kn knnn..hahaha biar la org tk phm janji org2 yg rapat phm..*soo org2 yg rapat anda phm tk??* ahaks...nape la aku suke merapu time aku mcm ni ek??kena tnye kt my ex5 die je phm kut..nnt awk terang kn kt sy ek nape sy suke gelak time sy sedey..terang kn dlm 5 bahasa tau tau tauu hahahaa..*tah baca ke tidak blog aku ni*..

tkpela mls laks nk meroyan kt cini..sbb dh penat meroyan kt fb ahaks..n for those yg tau mesti akn ckp "padan muka dia sbb sendiri pilih gitu hahaha" *contoh la ni ek jgn sentap sape2 yg tau tu*...sbb rasanya tu la yg i tell myself....padan muka kau lya hahaha....ade org ckp klu kita syg sumbody baik kite lepaskn klu dia kembali mmg die milik kite but if not mmg bukan jodoh la nama nya kn..tkpe la jodoh atau tidak im gonna let it go wit the flow je la..cos for me i tau dia syg n cinta i n vice versa..n kptsn yg ive made pun sbb rasa syg n cinta aku pada dia...aku cuma nk yg terbaik tuk dia..dr pada tknk tulis tu aku tulis gaks kn hahaha org phm ke tk phm ke tkpe la janji aku phm janji aku tau...

syg : syah ckp hati i ada pada u n i agree wit syah so u jaga elok2 hati i tu nnt smpi 1 masa kite sama2 dh kuat u bg blk ek tau tau..time tu u leh la tlg bukak kn cincin n gelang ni tau..i love u wit all my heart n i mish u dearly..mwahkksss..

tis is me :

nota tangan : mesti ada org ckp i suka main kn emosi org kn..ahaks hanya tuhan yg tau ape yg berada dlm hati nurani daku ini..

gila gamaknya

oit aku tktau nk tulis ape..yg pasti i mish u damn much..dh la aku tknk la type nnt aku nanges soo hahahaha nnt la dh tenang jiwa aku cikit aku citer ek ek ekkkk...

tis is me:

Lya Ngok

Surat Kepada Sang Hati

Duhai sang hati,

Assalamualaikum, harap2 kata2 sy ini nnt dpt smpi kpd anda sang hati..sy tau dr mula smpi skrg sy sering kali sakit kn anda..tp anda tetap tabah, anda telan n proses segala kesakitan yg sy berikan kpd anda dgn tenang..sy bersyukur sgt2 dpt anda sbg hati sy wahai sang hati..

Sy tau kiranya anda boleh berkata2 mesti anda akn merajuk n pergi dr diri sy kn sang hati.. mesti anda akn memarahi sy kn sang hati..sy minta maaf sgt2 kpd anda sang hati sbb buat anda terluka acap kali..sy sendiri tktau kenapa sy sering kali berapa dlm situasi yg akn menyakiti anda..

Sekiranya anda boleh menunjukkan rupa anda mesti anda cedera dgn parah sekali kan sang hati..sy benar2 menyesal buat anda sedemikian sang hati tp sy tkmampu nk halang diri sy..sy tk mampu nk halang cinta sy dr sering menyakiti anda...akal sy sering kali mrh sy sbb sakiti anda tp sy still degil n still buat tk nmpk akn kesakitan yg anda alami wahai sang hati...

Sang hati, sy merayu pada anda untuk kali ini saja..kali ni saja untuk anda kuat n tabah n tenang melalui hari2 depan dgn sy kerna jika anda tk kuat sy akn jatuh, jika anda tk tabah sy akn hancur n jika anda tk tenang sy akn mati...sy perlukan kekuatan anda wahai sang hati sbb sy sgt2 syg n cinta dia..sy tknk hilang dia sbb sy tk kuat nk hadapi apa yg bakal sy hadapi..jadi tuk kali ini..sy janji kali terakhir sy merayu pada anda sang hati bekalkan sy kekuatan..

Duhai sang hati, sy janji dgn berbekalkan kekuatan dan kesabaran kita akn ketemu kebhgiaan kita nnt..sy tk boleh beri jangka masa pada anda wahai hati dan sy tkmampu nk beri anda harapan yg tinggi kerna sy sendiri tktau brapa lama kita harus begini wahai sang hati..tp kita harus yakin...sy yakin kita akn bahgia suatu hari nnt..jika tiba hari itu nnt duhai sang hati sy berjanji tidak akn sia2 kan pengorbanan yg telah anda lakukan untuk sy n sy berjanji akn jaga anda sebaik-baiknya...

Terima kasih wahai sang hati kerna tabah berada dgn sy sepanjang hidup sy ini..sy syg anda sgt2 duhai sang hati...anda lah penyelamat sy..

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Akhirnya..

assalamualaikum semua..its been a while tk update blog bkn ape have been a bit bz wit alot of things happening in my life ahaks...ayuh kita mulakn bicara hari ini hehehe..here we go..

akhirnya..me n my new found love bgtau kt kwn2 tat we're 2gether..mmg tergempar la jugak kn even ade yg dh berteka-teki n dh jangka but tkde jawapan pasti dari kami soo bila dh umum kn mcm2 jwpan kiteorg dpt ahaks *mcm popular sgt nk umum2*...tk kurang gaks ada gaks yg sentap sbb tk bgtau awal hehe..sorry korg bkn tknk bgtau but lya sendiri kena sedia kn diri..4 those yg phm nape phm la kn but 4 those yg tk phm tu tkpe la korg wat2 je la phm ok kn hehe..

actually lya nk ucap terima kasih byk2 kt my new found fren Wan & Ayu...tanpa korg tkde la kiteorg kn syg kn..really appreciate ape yg korg dh bantu..tktau nk bls budi korg mcmane..kdg2 malu gaks ngn korg..nk taip kt cini psl ape malu pn lya malu hahahaha lya ni pemalu org nya.. hrp2 korg phm la nape lya malu semalu malunya hikhikhik...thanks soo much korg..lya rasa beruntung am ada kwn mcm korg n i myself pun glad tat i can call u guys my fren..(^-^)v

dlm time gembira2 ni lya tk penah lupa benda yg penting dlm relationshp kiteorg ni..lya hormat situasi dia n lya cuba tk terasa sgt or tersentap or tersedey or ter ter ter yg lain la hahaha.. 4 those yg tk phm situasi kami jgn la judge kami sblm kenal kami ye..ssh nk terang kn kt org tp lya rasa lya cuma akn terang kn kt org2 yg sepatutnya..

tat its 4 now till next quest guyz..mwaahhkkssss

tis is me :

nota tangan : tq kwn2 smua atas ucapan taniah..hope korg doakn kami...

F.U.N spells out Happy

assalamualaikum my dears..lately ive been bz tats y tkde entry2 terkini ahaks...ari2 type separuh jalan je..*bz sgt ke aku ni hahaha*....as u can see topic agak gempak hahaha *gempak ke??* well here we goooo...

actually i have a story to share but its not mine to share ahaks..nnt la akn ku share kn juga wat kamu2 semua just tat tis is not the best time kut...tgu daku bincang ngn si dia dlu ye..ahaks well i guess tats spoil it kn hahaha..yes there is sumbody now in my life..mls laks nk sorok2 dh..but 4 the time being u guys just hav to satisfied wit there is sumbody hikhik..tkleh nk bgtau sape dia ye biarlah rahsia *4 the time being*....lalala~~`

keadaan tidak mengizinkn kami untuk bersama but still we try to b laaa kn kn kaaan...sbrnnya nk taip dlm blog ni pun lya akn pk 10 kali..kadang2 tue dh taip2 nk klik publish pn pk 100 kali hahaha..but org ckp berita gembira elok la di kongsi kn bersama kn..si dia propose to me... ahaks if termasuk smlm dh 3 kali kut...

1st : 19 January 2012

2nd : 20 February 2012

3rd : 22 February 2012

1st die propose mmg time 2 im not ready..n honestly time 2 mmg im still waiting 4 my ex..ermm.. abaikan hahaha...the 2nd time die propose i gave my answer but dia kata jgn bgtau kt org sbb nk propose face 2 face..then yesterday after had our dinner we when 4 a smoke kt balcony *ahaks tk leh smoke dlm umah tersebut*..then die propose ahaks "will u marry me?"..mcm nk polok tknk lepas2 je time 2 but as always daku mmg slalu nya control ayuss hahaha..*sbnrnya tahan air mata*..then bg my answer..."ofcos i will"..oyeeeaaahhh!!!..

i know tat tis new build relationshp is gonna be a bumpy ride..but im willing n i accepted it *telan slow2*...till the day ure fully mine ek syg...eventho i know ramai tk setuju *maksud ramai ada la 2-3 org kwn haha*...yes n i know karma is gonna hunt me like hell but i cant lie to my self n my heart...ssh bila bende ni libat kn hati *sigh*..hope fully korg leh doakn tis new relationshp's gonna last 4 ever..or at least till our love dies....

k guys tats it 4 now..till next quest...mwahksss love u all...

tis is me :

nota tangan : jika ada lya terluka kan siapa2 lya minta maaf n ampun..i am only human..

for my ex

"Jar Of Hearts"

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel all right
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?