mlm yg sepi pi pi....

well hello back its a quite nite here at home..tktau la ape jd kt luar sbb duk dlm bilik je..suppose nk kuar mlm ni but terlampau lewat make a decision soo turns out duk golek dlm bilik lg besh knnnn.. tk byk story nk di mory kn sbb rasa nya hati tgh berada dlm keadaan tenang...kang tk tenang balik mula la jari jemari nk menaip..abesh semua org nye page gie lawat n kumen hahaha..besh wat keje2 mcm ni bila hati kecamuk *betul ke ayat tue wujud ke?*

anyways nape ek org slalu rasa mereka benar bila mereka berkata tp bila org lain berkata semua nya tk benar ek??pelik tp benar...org slalu rasa bila kita berkata org lain tk terasa padahal terasa nya pedih ya amat cuma mls nk ckp pape..not just words la cos 4 me tindakkan speaks louder.. kdg2 org2 sekeliling yg kita rasa patut phm la yg paling pertama sekali tk phm..mmg slh sendiri la sbb nk suh org phm kite nape kn kn..tah la ape mende aku merepek ni..kesimpulannya everybody makes mistakes kecik or besar tu terpulang pada pengadil..but kite sebagai manusia patut biarkn pengadil yg mengadili cos kita ni tk cukup kelayakan nk adil org..sapalah kitaa knnn..

actually mcm2 bermain dlm pale ni..nk luah kt cini pun mcm tk sesuai nk luah kt sana lagi tk sesuai..luah jerk la kt diri sendiri smpi rasa nk muntah darah hahaha..cos the bestfren u could ever have is ureself..nk kongsi cikit la mslh kunun nya dlm pale otak ni huhu...i wanna move out nk dkt ngn tmpt keje supaya mudah cikit nk g n balik..dh ade org offer..which is amat menarik offer nya but...ade syarat...n tat syarat yg wat jadi mcm tk menarik laks offer beliau..isk isk mcmane ek...2 move or not 2 move tat is the question....haiyaaa esk2 la pulaks pk tdo lagi baik..

till next quest guyz..happy reading...just pardon the part where i merepek..its just 1 of my ways to channel my negative energy....

*tdo peluk bebear...*

Hello

Hye nama sy BeBear..

jantina sy beruang gugurl..

sy br berumur 5 hari..

sy ingin mencari teman..

mama n papa sy dh tidak bersama..

sy lonely sgt2..

sy comel kn

sy ada bunga, bunga tue papa sy bg tuk mama sy

sy ade rantai bentuk love,

rantai tue pun papa sy bg untuk mama sy..

klu boleh sy nk mama n papa bersatu balik

tp sy tk mampu sbb bunga n hati sy ni tk cukup besar..

anda semua tlg la sy..bolehh tk??

skang ni sy duduk dgn mama..

tp sy rindu papa..

mungkin kah sy akn dibiarkan begitu sahaja???

sy takut...

bantu sy ye...

*Love is a promise u gave to me but promises are meant to be broken....*

all about me

i know its been a while since i wrote anything here..minda rasa nk menulis but jari jemari ni menghalang dr berlaku....as always a lot have happen...most of it the ruining my life time of thingy.. i need a break from all this...nk gie jauh2 dr semua bende n semua org..1 hari nnt akn ku lakukn jua tgk la...

ive got all sort of mental abuse from my family bukn nk buruk kn family sendiri but mmg dh tk thn lagi..duk kt umah mcm duk dlm kawasan larangan...4 the time being mmg tk mampu nk duk tmpt lain..but aku berdoa untuk di beri rezeki lebih bg memampukn diri ku untuk melangkah kuar..nk citer pnjng2 tkmampu cos its a black episode dlm diary hidup soo biar la ia terkubur dlm sudut yg jauh2 dr hati...minda n bdn tk sama naik smpi time kt keje slalu nya rasa letih jerk...tah la tktau nk explain mcmane...rasa down yg amat..ssh nk citer kt org kite yg merasa jerk phm.....

di tambah kn dgn love life yg agak bengong tktau la maybe thats the rite word 4 it...kejap on kejap off..bila dh on gatal nk off bila dh of gatal nk on...pening bgt...bahana diri sendiri...im not complaining i know its my own fault...i tk minta pun bantu siapa2 dlm bab ni cos i think im strong enough to do anything kn...cos tats whut i want people to think senang...if dieorg tau kite lemah ssh akn lebih di pandang rendah...

im really at the lowest point of my life...nk gie mana tktau..nk wat ape tktau...i just idup mcm robot pegi keje balik keje tdo esk pg gie keje balik...rutin harian..until Saturday came terus blank..duk umah mcm tk kena...kuar pun serba tk kena ahaks...kdg2 rasa nk bunuh diri..but bila pk bunuh diri tmbh2 doa buat ape kn...tah ape la yg aku merapukn ni kn..harap2 lepas ni korg dpt nmpk aku yg lebih kuat yg mampu nk buat keputusan yg terbaik tuk diri sendiri..

*in order to get whut u want u have to be selfish*

My WUS

Last time i did say i wanna post my WUS pic so here it is guyz..sorry for the late entry its due to i have no camera phone hehehe...soo now tat i have 1 soo here it is hehehe my love WUSsy..

have no idea 4 a new post maybe later k guyz..happy reading..till next quest daaaa..

*sonok ada tanggungjwp ni...wat pale botak haha*

im soooo tired

i cant think straight because of u

i cant concentrate because of u

im confuse all the time

had no time 4 myself

im soooo fuckin tired of all this..

get the fuck away from me

i need to think,feel,heal for myself

i want my life back

plz just stay the hell away...

*pardon my french*

its 3.19 AM

oh my god hahaha ni penangan Frapuccino di STARBUCKS hahahaha i cant sleep aduhh my own fault la kn minum coffee after 6 gini la jadi nya...nk pejam pun otak tknk tdo soo update la blog berwajah baru ini hehe..

actually i had a lot on my mind nk meluahkn tp tgn tknk menaip mungkin belum masanya mungkin nnt bila dh tiba masa nya tgn ni akn mula meluahkan apa yg terbuku n mungkin juga tidak =) only time will tell...

i have a song but i cant seem to get the title ni semua slh bby darls la ni hahahha ape ek tajuk lagu ure suppose to sing to qeem tue ek?..nnt u bgtau kt i tau bby darls i dh bgi nk gila ingt hahahaha n furthermore i cant sleep uwaaa...i cant think straight anymore...

im off to bed..happy reading guys...



*dodoikn diri sendiri to sleep...*

hey!! its friday...

Morning all...its a beautiful Friday ain't it..i justtt loveeeeeeeeee friday cos its the end of the week tomorrow i can sleep the whole day till sunday ahaks..ive been running around my frenz blog but none of them had any update hehe soo let me make the 1st step ek..hopefully ade la yg mengikuti kt bakang hehe...

its been a few weeks tat ive been visiting Mudah webs...duk tgk GPS sbenarnya then godek2 tgk laks handphone hahahaha..rasa mcm nk bunuh org laks tgk phone canggih2 yg ade hahahahhaha kritikal kn..bukan ape phone yg i pakai skang ni dh mmg kena hukum cmpk sungai gmbk kdg2 tk berbunyi org kol tibe2 mati hahahahaha dh 3 kali tukar battery isk..sedey kn sooo nk di pendek kn citer browse around la kn *sigh sigh*

i want this phone *seperti di bawah*

OR

bg sape2 yg baik hati nk derma kt sy sila la transfer duit dlm account maybank hahahahaha..tkpe sy akan berusaha untuk mendapat kn nya tk kira apa..doaknnnn syyy...

k guyz till next quest happy reading..