my life

assalamualaikum..morning peeps..its Tuesday morning and i dont feel like going 2 work but heeeyyy im here at the office..trying 2 do some work which obviously i dont want 2..bukak je keje ni n tgk smpi tembus monitor ni haa..ive been sick lately..n not myself..im not sure whats the trigger probably cos im having an imbalance hormone *yes blame it on ur sickness*...

i think im goin thru another break down..n i think its gonna be a mayor one..i can think straight..i can do anything..i dont even feel like waking up in the morning...sumtimes i dont even wanna breathe..i know its getting worse n i dont wanna be in a situation where i cant pick myself back up..its been month since it happen n im getting back on my feet..ive got back with my ex..*yes the one who left me 2 b with other gurl*..n we've break up..i dont know what i want anymore..im always so sure of what i want in life..but now its just not tat important anymore..

i need 2 built myself up before i put myself back on the shelf but can i do it??will i manage 2 find myself back??im so tired of being not important 2 anybody..im so tired of being the nice gurl tat u need 2 make u feel good about ureself..im so tired of being so not wanted...n most of all im so tired of being sooo tired...

tis is me :
Lya

nota tangan : im so angry at myself..