gila gamaknya

oit aku tktau nk tulis ape..yg pasti i mish u damn much..dh la aku tknk la type nnt aku nanges soo hahahaha nnt la dh tenang jiwa aku cikit aku citer ek ek ekkkk...

tis is me:

Lya Ngok

Surat Kepada Sang Hati

Duhai sang hati,

Assalamualaikum, harap2 kata2 sy ini nnt dpt smpi kpd anda sang hati..sy tau dr mula smpi skrg sy sering kali sakit kn anda..tp anda tetap tabah, anda telan n proses segala kesakitan yg sy berikan kpd anda dgn tenang..sy bersyukur sgt2 dpt anda sbg hati sy wahai sang hati..

Sy tau kiranya anda boleh berkata2 mesti anda akn merajuk n pergi dr diri sy kn sang hati.. mesti anda akn memarahi sy kn sang hati..sy minta maaf sgt2 kpd anda sang hati sbb buat anda terluka acap kali..sy sendiri tktau kenapa sy sering kali berapa dlm situasi yg akn menyakiti anda..

Sekiranya anda boleh menunjukkan rupa anda mesti anda cedera dgn parah sekali kan sang hati..sy benar2 menyesal buat anda sedemikian sang hati tp sy tkmampu nk halang diri sy..sy tk mampu nk halang cinta sy dr sering menyakiti anda...akal sy sering kali mrh sy sbb sakiti anda tp sy still degil n still buat tk nmpk akn kesakitan yg anda alami wahai sang hati...

Sang hati, sy merayu pada anda untuk kali ini saja..kali ni saja untuk anda kuat n tabah n tenang melalui hari2 depan dgn sy kerna jika anda tk kuat sy akn jatuh, jika anda tk tabah sy akn hancur n jika anda tk tenang sy akn mati...sy perlukan kekuatan anda wahai sang hati sbb sy sgt2 syg n cinta dia..sy tknk hilang dia sbb sy tk kuat nk hadapi apa yg bakal sy hadapi..jadi tuk kali ini..sy janji kali terakhir sy merayu pada anda sang hati bekalkan sy kekuatan..

Duhai sang hati, sy janji dgn berbekalkan kekuatan dan kesabaran kita akn ketemu kebhgiaan kita nnt..sy tk boleh beri jangka masa pada anda wahai hati dan sy tkmampu nk beri anda harapan yg tinggi kerna sy sendiri tktau brapa lama kita harus begini wahai sang hati..tp kita harus yakin...sy yakin kita akn bahgia suatu hari nnt..jika tiba hari itu nnt duhai sang hati sy berjanji tidak akn sia2 kan pengorbanan yg telah anda lakukan untuk sy n sy berjanji akn jaga anda sebaik-baiknya...

Terima kasih wahai sang hati kerna tabah berada dgn sy sepanjang hidup sy ini..sy syg anda sgt2 duhai sang hati...anda lah penyelamat sy..

tis is me :

Akhirnya..

assalamualaikum semua..its been a while tk update blog bkn ape have been a bit bz wit alot of things happening in my life ahaks...ayuh kita mulakn bicara hari ini hehehe..here we go..

akhirnya..me n my new found love bgtau kt kwn2 tat we're 2gether..mmg tergempar la jugak kn even ade yg dh berteka-teki n dh jangka but tkde jawapan pasti dari kami soo bila dh umum kn mcm2 jwpan kiteorg dpt ahaks *mcm popular sgt nk umum2*...tk kurang gaks ada gaks yg sentap sbb tk bgtau awal hehe..sorry korg bkn tknk bgtau but lya sendiri kena sedia kn diri..4 those yg phm nape phm la kn but 4 those yg tk phm tu tkpe la korg wat2 je la phm ok kn hehe..

actually lya nk ucap terima kasih byk2 kt my new found fren Wan & Ayu...tanpa korg tkde la kiteorg kn syg kn..really appreciate ape yg korg dh bantu..tktau nk bls budi korg mcmane..kdg2 malu gaks ngn korg..nk taip kt cini psl ape malu pn lya malu hahahaha lya ni pemalu org nya.. hrp2 korg phm la nape lya malu semalu malunya hikhikhik...thanks soo much korg..lya rasa beruntung am ada kwn mcm korg n i myself pun glad tat i can call u guys my fren..(^-^)v

dlm time gembira2 ni lya tk penah lupa benda yg penting dlm relationshp kiteorg ni..lya hormat situasi dia n lya cuba tk terasa sgt or tersentap or tersedey or ter ter ter yg lain la hahaha.. 4 those yg tk phm situasi kami jgn la judge kami sblm kenal kami ye..ssh nk terang kn kt org tp lya rasa lya cuma akn terang kn kt org2 yg sepatutnya..

tat its 4 now till next quest guyz..mwaahhkkssss

tis is me :

nota tangan : tq kwn2 smua atas ucapan taniah..hope korg doakn kami...

F.U.N spells out Happy

assalamualaikum my dears..lately ive been bz tats y tkde entry2 terkini ahaks...ari2 type separuh jalan je..*bz sgt ke aku ni hahaha*....as u can see topic agak gempak hahaha *gempak ke??* well here we goooo...

actually i have a story to share but its not mine to share ahaks..nnt la akn ku share kn juga wat kamu2 semua just tat tis is not the best time kut...tgu daku bincang ngn si dia dlu ye..ahaks well i guess tats spoil it kn hahaha..yes there is sumbody now in my life..mls laks nk sorok2 dh..but 4 the time being u guys just hav to satisfied wit there is sumbody hikhik..tkleh nk bgtau sape dia ye biarlah rahsia *4 the time being*....lalala~~`

keadaan tidak mengizinkn kami untuk bersama but still we try to b laaa kn kn kaaan...sbrnnya nk taip dlm blog ni pun lya akn pk 10 kali..kadang2 tue dh taip2 nk klik publish pn pk 100 kali hahaha..but org ckp berita gembira elok la di kongsi kn bersama kn..si dia propose to me... ahaks if termasuk smlm dh 3 kali kut...

1st : 19 January 2012

2nd : 20 February 2012

3rd : 22 February 2012

1st die propose mmg time 2 im not ready..n honestly time 2 mmg im still waiting 4 my ex..ermm.. abaikan hahaha...the 2nd time die propose i gave my answer but dia kata jgn bgtau kt org sbb nk propose face 2 face..then yesterday after had our dinner we when 4 a smoke kt balcony *ahaks tk leh smoke dlm umah tersebut*..then die propose ahaks "will u marry me?"..mcm nk polok tknk lepas2 je time 2 but as always daku mmg slalu nya control ayuss hahaha..*sbnrnya tahan air mata*..then bg my answer..."ofcos i will"..oyeeeaaahhh!!!..

i know tat tis new build relationshp is gonna be a bumpy ride..but im willing n i accepted it *telan slow2*...till the day ure fully mine ek syg...eventho i know ramai tk setuju *maksud ramai ada la 2-3 org kwn haha*...yes n i know karma is gonna hunt me like hell but i cant lie to my self n my heart...ssh bila bende ni libat kn hati *sigh*..hope fully korg leh doakn tis new relationshp's gonna last 4 ever..or at least till our love dies....

k guys tats it 4 now..till next quest...mwahksss love u all...

tis is me :

nota tangan : jika ada lya terluka kan siapa2 lya minta maaf n ampun..i am only human..

for my ex

"Jar Of Hearts"

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel all right
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

....sekian lama

i know its been a while tk nulis..ari2 bukak ari2 stuck kdg2 kt tajuk pn dh tktau nk tulis ape..soo 4 today mcm2 idea ada nk tulis even smlm lg dh ade idea but tibe2 arini terbaca sumtin kt blog org tu wat rasa nk ngamuk je..yes aku mrh..sgt mrh..nape aku leh phm keadaan dia tp dia tknk phm keadaan aku??slh sgt ke ape aku wat??slh slh???yg lg wat pns sgt tue nape laks nk sama kn aku ngn gf kesygan dia??adehhhhh aku mls laa nk gaduh2 nk nanges2 nk sakit2 ati aku dh puas dh dpt bende tue ngn ex aku dlu..dh puas dh aku jatuh...aku tknk dh wat diri aku jatuh bawah mcm tue lg..

aku phm laaa dia mrh sbb dia syg..tp aku ni tk syg dia ke?aku ni tk sedey ngn keadaan kiteorg skang ni??dia penah tk tnye perasaan aku ngn keadaan kiteorg??penah??penah ke??kat luar mmg la aku senyum2 aku gelak2 dlm ni...dlm ni ada ke sape2 yg tau???mmg aku tau org akn ckp..padan muka la dh sendiri yg nk mcm tue kena terima laa..mmg aku tgh terima la ni..aku telan gaks 1 per 1 wlupn aku rasa aku melanggar pantang aku sendiri...dia...nape dia tknk phm...nape dia nk jd selfish mcm tue??ye mmg u selfish...org nk mrh i sbb ckp u selfish..sooo be it...

secara jujur..u mmg tk kenal i..mungkin kite kenal dh lama..tp u mmg tkkenal i mcmane..hati n cinta n syg i bkn sesuatu yg murah n tuk di wat main2...erm..sedey sgt..takat ni je la..aku tktau nape aku tulis semua ni kt cini..gile gamaknya..k la till next quest..

aku -Lya-

Jawapannya YA

assalamualaikum yuuhuuu my beloved reader ahaks...as u can see its all about me me me me me ahaks..here we goooo...

lately ni ramai betul yg duk sangsi when i told them im single..well my dearies i am SINGLE it has been for 2 month la beb..im single tlg la percaya hahaha tk caya pn tkpela nk wat mcmane kn..hanya daku mengetahui kebenarannya hahaha..

well since im back in the market..ive realize a lot of things..yg baik yg buruk yg huduh bagai la..citer2 tue nnt i citer in another entry for now entry ni just khas tuk bgtau korg2 semua out there tat i am SINGLE ahaks..

till next quest guyss mwakhsssss..

tis is me :

nota tangan : single n loving it...