This to shall past

Assalamualaikum korg..arini air mata aku meleleh lg..tah kenapa tah..rasa lonely sgt tetiba haha..nk share good news pn tktau kt sapa haha...kebetulan masa dpt berita tu my ex pm..bgtau kt dia je la..hahaha #thanks my dear ex sudi kongsi berita gmbira i#

Sbb aku dh makin tua ke aku jd makin emosi??ke sbb aku mmg lonely hahaha..tah la maybe aku just nk someone with me now sbb aku bakal harung jln baru dlm hidup..aku nk support n someone yg nk dgr bebelan aku kut..aku tk rasa nk buat smua ni sengsorg...tp dh skang hidup sengsorg tpaksa la kn..tau tktau belakang citer..nk tknk kena buat jugak kn..chaiyokkk lyaa..

Byk benda aku pk n byk benda aku risau tktau nk citer kt sape..aku tau aku kena kuat..jgn menyerah selagi tk cuba..yes aku tau smua tu..tp sometime aku nk dgr dr mulut org lain bg aku semangat..tah la rasa mcm bodoh je hidup nk hrp kn org lain..bodoh la kau ni lya..wakeup wakeup stop feeling sorry for ureself...

Tp kdg2 tu kn....tkpe la slagi aku mampu aku buat sorg..aku yakin Allah akn bantu aku..k la korg till next quest..mwakhss syg korgg...

Nota tangan : menitiskn air mata bkn bermakna aku lemah..cuma nk meluahkan apa yg aku rasa...

this is me

Assalamualaikum korg..lama gila tk menulis kn..seyes aku rindu nk menulis balik tp apekan daya aku bz kalah menteri..td duk golek2 tetiba meleleh air mata ni..tktau la psl apa...ok aku tipu aku tau psl apa..tp biar la aku sorg je tau..seyes sedey lak tetiba..
Aku penat la..penat ngn life..penat ngn studies..penat ngn memacam la..tah la aku ni tk bersyukur kut.. Tak nmpk apa yg aku ada kut..well mybe just mybe aku ni buta haha..tu la slalu sgt membutakn mata kn dh jd gini hehe..aku kena semak blk apa yg aku nk dlm hidup ni..kena back to roots kn.. Kena blaja bersyukur tu yg penting..kena tolak tepi smua benda yg boleh merosakkn aku as manusia..buang smua yg boleh mengelapkan hati aku..ok tetiba skang aku rasa nk smoke muahahahaha..emosi apakah yg sedang aku alami ini..
Ok kang emosi aku dh stabil aku smbung ar..tu pn klu stabil la kn hahaha..till next time mwahkss korg...

Nota tangan : mcm aku ckp kt fb aku nk jd positif...chaiyokk..

hey there

Assalamualaikum uols...mungkin seminggu 1 post je yg aku mampu tulis kut hahaha..dh tk byk story mcm dlu..ada pn citer opis yg tk brape nk menariks hahaha..life aku sama je g keje blk keje g cls blk cls.. adventure cikit aku g alamanda nk adventure lg aku g IOI hahahaha..besh kn life aku skang.. bebas stress bebas toll bebas bebas bebas..hrp tk terbabas :P

tipu la klu aku kata aku tk lonely kn kn..perasaan tu sentiasa ada cuma aku biar je dia duk dlm satu bilik dlm sudut yg paling dlm kt hati aku..tkmau arr pk benda yg menyedihkn kn kn..sedey ke? muahahahaha ape bende yg aku merepekkn ni ek...

oh oh oh btw aku ada mention tk yg aku dh smbung blajar..ade ke tk ek..klu ada buat2 je la mcm br tau ek hahaha..aku skang ni student partime yg tgh berusaha untuk berjaya dgn jaya nya..klu boleh nk dpt kegemilangan mcm dlu..kte tgk je la dlu mcmane kn kn..

oh 1 more thing is tat aku dh dpt sorg lg ank buah..bby naurah iman nama nya..tk smpt nk gomol2 lg dia sbb aritu pn aku blk kejap je..nnt la dia dh bsr cikit aku post pic dia ek..

k la takat ni je la..till next time korg..mwakhsss sygg korgg..

nota tangan : tiba2 nmpk sumtin..bergetar tulang rusuk makk hahaha...

wow...

Assalamualaikum..wahh lama gila tk jenguk blog terchenta ni haha..penuh sawang dh..jap nk vakum...fooooommmmmm*bunyi vakum* hahaha...hello smua..how r u?hope korg smua fine fine belaka :P...ada ke org baca hahaha..

anyhow..aku dh menyinglekn diri dkt 1 year..hampir la 1 year..sonok gak hidup single ni..u are free 2 do what ever u want..tp kdg2 2 ada gak tindakan aku menyakitkn hati org lain..sorry ye..it was never my attention..aku just tgh menikmati kehidupan bebas tol aku ni and if it hurt u in anyways..im truly am sorry..

at this moment..aku tetiba rasa rindu kt somebody..isk tktau nape bila aku rindu kt dia..aku trasa berdosa haha ssh nk explain biar aku sorg je la yg paham ape maksud aku ek..klu dlu2 masa aku rindu dia..aku slalu hrp dia rindu aku blk smpi dia rasa tk bhgia..*ahaks kejam kn aku*..tp tu dlu la skang ni aku doakn dia bhgia dgn ape pn jln hidup yg dia pilih..kdg2 aku duk berharap dia cr aku blk..tp tkpe kut aku tk kwn ngn dia sbb perasaan aku still kuat tuk dia..baik tk kwn kn kn kn.. hope u are doing great GZ...

and at this moment lg aku rindu kwn2 aku...lama rasanya tk bersuka ria bersama..kdg2 jmpa pn tk dpt lepak lelama..ye la memasing dh ada tgujwp memasing kn..honestly aku rindu korg..lg2 aku tkde sape ni..kdg2 korg je la tmpt aku mengadu eventho korg pn bosan dgr mslh aku ni hehehe..tq sbb slalu ada time aku perlu..tp aku tknk la kaco hidup korg sgt kn..tknk la korg rasa tk selesa laks kwn ngn aku..kn kn knnnnnn...

k la smpi cini je la aku merepek dlu..nk g berjimba kt jualan bwh tu jap..if ada rezeki aku kembali berceloteh lg k..bubbyeeee....

nota tangan : rindu byk benda sbnrnya haha...

oh i wish..

Assalamualaikum all..

lately ni ive been missing..im not sure if its someone or just being with someone..the feeling of not being alone..the feeling of security..the feeling of loved..the feeling of just being ureself... the cute little things u do 2gether..getting mad for no reason n knowing that theres someone is going to calm u down by just being there.. getting sad for no reason n know that those tears will stop with just a hug..

and most of all i miss the stare that u can give to that person u love..those stolen stare..how do i explain it ek..the moment when u were looking to ure love one then they looked back..that special moment when ure eye connected..and u can see the love from that person eyes vice versa...that split second of just the 2 of us in the world and all u need is each other...ohh how i miss that moment....

nota tangan : still wishing..  

Salam Aidilfitri

Assalamualaikum korg..arini dh raya yg ke 8 dh just nk ucap Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin.. aku dh janji kt diri sndiri tknk sedey2 lagi..buat apa klu sebelah pihak je bersedey kn..sebelah pihak lg moving on dgn berjayanya kn..soooo tkmau ar pk pape n tkperlu la closure sgt kn sbb dh terjawap pn rasanya..

Tujuan utama aku td adalah nk buat ucapan hari raya je kn hehehe..meh aku blanje sekeping gambar di hari raya diriku ngn kekasih hingga hujung nyawa aku...

Salam Aidilfitri korg..mwahkssss tuk smua

After A Long Time - Rooftop Prince OST

The talks we had as we looked at each other

The stories that only we knew

I guess I can’t erase them,

I can’t throw them away,

I can’t forget them

I look around these streets for the first time in a while

Whenever I pass this street, the good memories

They keep floating up in my head so I stop my footsteps

After a long time, I am here right now

Because I long for that time,

Though I tried to live without knowing,

I keep thinking about it

That’s how I am, it keeps coming into my eyes

The times we spent together, the memories –

they fall like stars

How about you?

The people look only happy

It seems like I’m the only one left in loneliness

I try to pretend that I’m not

but I keep thinking of you

After a long time, I am here right now

Because I long for that time,

Though I tried to live without knowing,

I keep thinking about it

That’s how I am, it keeps coming into my eyes

The times we spent together, the memories –

they fall like stars

Tears fall

If I wait here,

will I be able to see you?

Then will I be able to tell you

how I feel right now?

Because I miss you, because I am missing you

That’s how I am, I only know you

Living without you makes me filled

with regret about everything

Because you’re not here,

because there are so many empty things

Again today, I long for that spot and

my footsteps won’t move and I call out to you