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wellll goooood morning people..morning ke?dh tghari dh ni hehe..lya tgh kursus ni so menyalah gunakan kemudahan yg ada jap hehe..i dont have anything to say rite now just tat "IM HAPPY" yes yes im HAPPY ahaks..tats all peeeps nnt lya kembali ke desk 2moro lya update lg k..

till next quest..tis is me :

2012

hey guys it already a new year yeay its here kn..mcm2 jadi n starting new year pn mcm2 jd..mls nk citer kebenaran nya hanya mereka yg berada di citu yg tau hahahaha..

tis new year lya tknk ade dendam, mrh, sdy, meroyan, ect...klu boleh nk start anew..nk a new life.. nk life yg tenang, hapy, n yg paling penting tidak meroyan..klu boleh tknk ade a new love dlu nk single n try living single sbb dh lama tk single ni hehe..n nk flirt ngn sape2 yg sudi hehe..

tis year gaks lya akn cuba kembali normal..tknk jd pmpuan gila ank saudara penipu haha takut woo tgk pmpuan tue mcm mami monster hahaha..lya hrp sgt pmpuan tu pegi n ADILIA kembali..

tis year if lya jumpa hati lya..lya janji akn jaga bebaik..sbb lya sedar semua yg terjadi mengingatkn lya bertapa penting nya kita untuk tidak memberikan 100% hati kt org..kejadian ini mengajar pelbagai arti dlm idup lya..

tis year lya nk consentrate on kerjaya..nk wat keje betul2 nk dpt kn SKT terbaeeekk..nk kipas boss guna speed paling laju hahahaha SBPA la katakn hahaha...nk bgnkn buletin terbaik tuk club..akn cuba join segala aktiviti club..

tis year lya nk minta maaf kt semua..kt setiap insan yg pernah berada dlm hati lya ni..mungkin tksemua yg dpt baca ni tp hrp2 yg dpt baca ampun kn lya..hrp kite smua dpt kembali kepada 0-0..lya doakn kebhgiaan setiap sorg dr korg n lya hrp korg doakn the same 4 me..

tis year buat kwn2 sekeliling..tq so much sbb ada time lya bkn lya..korg tk lari pun korg pegang tgn lya n pimpin lya..lya tau im not an easy person..siap ade yg ckp lya ni degil hehe mmg lya degil lya ngaku..tp korg still stick by me..n im soooooooooooooo grateful that i have all of u in my life..if korg perlukan kwn or just sumone to talk to or maybe a shoulder to cry on pls remember u can always count on me..

pnjng nye..kebenaran ni atas ni bkn azam lya thn ni..tp isi hati lya tuk thn ni..tis year lya tknk letak ape2 azam lya akn trs buat n usaha cpai..dlm arti kata lain no planning just do it..*kata lain ke tue?* ahaks..

till next quest guys..soo tis is me :

hey u wake up!!!

its time to wake up!!!!!

stop all tis foolish act...

stop acting like tat...

stop making it easy...

stop wearing ure heart at ure sleeve..

u just have to stop responding to ure heart..

just let it bleed...

just pls pls pls...wake the hell up!!!!!!!

tis is me :

Baby Pls Stay

"Stay"

Sugarland

I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall

And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call

It's just another call from home

And you'll get it and be gone

And I'll be crying

And I'll be begging you, baby

Beg you not to leave

But I'll be left here waiting

With my Heart on my sleeve

Oh, for the next time we'll be here

Seems like a million years

And I think I'm dying

What do I have to do to make you see

She can't love you like me?

Why don't you stay

I'm down on my knees

I'm so tired of being lonely

Don't I give you what you need

When she calls you to go

There is one thing you should know

We don't have to live this way

Baby, why don't you stay

You keep telling me, baby

There will come a time

When you will leave her arms

And forever be in mine

But I don't think that's the truth

And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting

It's too much pain to have to bear

To love a man you have to share

Why don't you stay

I'm down on my knees

I'm so tired of being lonely

Don't I give you what you need

When she calls you to go

There is one thing you should know

We don't have to live this way

Baby, why don't you stay

I can't take it any longer

But my will is getting stronger

And I think I know just what I have to do

I can't waste another minute

After all that I've put in it

I've given you my best

Why does she get the best of you

So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine

Why don't you stay

I'm up off my knees

I'm so tired of being lonely

You can't give me what I need

When she begs you not to go

There is one thing you should know

I don't have to live this way

Baby, why don't you stay, yeah

tis is me :

I het myself

Hey there sorry lama tk update been bz a bit lately. Nk smbung meroyan ke ek?rasa tkyh kut ni just nk meluah kn sedikit sbyk ape yg terpendam dlm hati nurani ni.

As u can see topic arini menarik kn ahaks well menarik for me la. I really het myself now. Rasa lembik sgt, rasa lemah sgt. 4 those who knew me before tis episode mesti knal lya as a strong n independent women *pasan jap*..well tats the truth. Lya sendiri pn tktau mane pegi nye tat gurl i used to know..tat gurl yg leh hidup atas kaki sendiri..tat gurl yg boleh bgn bila2 masa org put her down...

I really really het myself soo much rite now..kdg2 lya rasa mcm lya ni laks jd penghalang org lain nk bhgia..lya duk remind myself "just let go lya just let go" but npe ssh sgt ek?npe lya yg kuat tue hilang ek?npe lya yg ada smgt tue tk pimpin my hand n bgn kn i smula?..4 those yg dh pernah terluka how does it tat u guys bgn blk?how do u do it?pepelis bg la lya kata2 perangsang..guide me..help me

I dont wanna make the same mistake again pls show me a sign..betul ke ape yg bkal lya wat ni or am i just simply jerat diri sendiri??? Ya ALLAH i need ure guidance...

Tis is me :

Bkn Pilihan

selamat hari khamis semua...arini i nk bincang cikit psl topik di atas..*bincang ke bkn meroyan haha*...here goes..

penah tk korg rasa jd org bkn pilihan..maksud nya tidak di pilih oleh seseorg yg kita syg...i know some of u mesti jwp pernah kn..soo i guess korg tau rasa die mcmane kn.. honestly speaking mmg rasa mcm nk mati..rasa tk dicintai..rasa tk di hargai..rasa tkde maruah..rasa tkde harga diri...rasa MURAH..nk most of all rasa LOST n LONELY...

nasihat lya la pada semua kapel2 out there..if korg rasa korg dh tkleh nk go on bwk bincang..bincang elok2..talk things thru..if tkleh gaks break elok2..mmg akn sakit n akn rasa hati hancur tp rasa tue lebih baik dr rasa BKN PILIHAN..

just now lya ade baca dlm fb sumbody nye status die tulis "If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. If you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second..... ;)".....sentap jap baca..but its the truth..mybe the 2nd 1 is the best kn...the 1st 1 u used to love but ure inlove wit the 2nd 1...

tah la pucuk pangkal terletak kt tgn korg..tp plz..lya merayu plzz..jgn wat org lain rasa dia tkde harga...jgn wat org lain rasa ape yg lya rasa...

tis is me :

hari yg berlalu..

more sad stories..its not like i ni saje je nk sedey2 kn diri but this is how i feel.. kdg2 tue ada gaks rasa nk gie jln straight line kt highway yg penuh ngn kete n laju2 but bila pk dosa tk jd hehe..

well citer sedey arini is tat last sunday *sunday ke ek darls i lupe* rasa nye sunday la..i g rumah kt putrajaya cos ade org nk tgk bilik..smpi2 ok je, relex je..tgh pasang2 cangkuk 4 langsir..smbil tgu org yg nk tgk bilik tue ok lg..then dpt msg ckp dieorg dh smpi..then dieorg naik tgk bilik duduk kejap bincang psl payment..oh ya yg dtg tue sorg peng ngn awek dia..ok lg time tu leh lg citer2 sembang2..then dieorg mula mesra2..peerrggghhh rasa nk mati time tu gaks..control lg..then masa nk pasang langsir peng tu ckp meh nk tlg psng kn..ok lg...dieorg pun blk...lepas dieorg blk trus kol darls..ckp kt darls "ok la encem gaks peng tue darls..but dh ade aweks damn!!" then ckp ngn darls nnt i go n hangout ngn dia..i bgtau i nk mandi dlu then go....

then best part : masuk je bilik air..ambik towel..ade bau dia...i just drop n broke down..meraung yes i meraung...trs kol darls blik..cian darls dia pun kompius br je tksat td ok..ni tibe2 meraung2 kol..*im sorry darls wat u risau*..at tat moment br i realise ive never been at tat house alone without dia..lg kuat raungan ku time tue..tktau la org sblh dgr or not tp rasa dieorg tkde cos umah nmpk gelap..but i think my cry dgr smpi blok sebelah haha..

niat hati nk pindah masuk umah tue thn dpn..but i dont think i can..i dont think im strong enough to be there alone..im sure in time i'll be moving here but not tis soon..mungkin lepas umah tue hilang bau dia..mungkin lepas umah tue hilang memory dia..mungkin lepas hati ni dh bercantum semula *tktau bila thn*...but ini lah kebenarannya

tis is me :