happy 3rd raya...

im so sad 2day but i dont think ive got the energy to type what happen..i just want it to end soon very2 soon i dont want to think about it anymore..i wants the hurt to stop..but i know deep down inside i cant stop think about it...ahaks sumtimes its better to just do nutin in order 4 it to stop..if we fight it to hard but still cant grab it then its not ure's just let it go so that it will be happier than ever...my wish 4 u is to be save always n be happy always...i have nutin left to say cos im out of words...n im out of everything....

im alone again well thats not new 4 me..i guess i have to endure the pain in order 4 me to move on..n i know i have to move on....its easier to said than done i know but in my case i have to...

arrgghh suddently have headache...till next quest guys happy reading...

*no more tear drops*

food 4 today....

guyz i dont have pic for raya tp ade pic food tat i cooked td..tk lalu mkn rendang2 semua..so not much to say here..not in the best mood for anything...just enjoy the pic k

tahu telur msk kicap

sambal tumis udang + petai

k guys enjoy till next quest happy reading....

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no title just nk post pic of my nametag n my pc kt opis ahaks...tkde keje mcm tue la

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya all...smlm harap2 gaks arinie yg raya cos if raya arini byk cikit cuti ahaks but dh tertulis raya esk bersamaan dgn 10 September 2010...

Di sini lya nk ambil kesempatan tuk memohon ampun n maaf jika ade ter kasar bahsa, ter mengumpat, ter mengata, ter kutuk, ter marah, ter guriskn hati, ter ter ter ter yg mcm2 lagi la after all kite nie hanya la hamba yg Esa n tidak sempurna..harap dpt di ampun kn..

Well this year i'll be celebrating in KL..so sape2 yg berhari raya di bandaraya tue mai la umah..cak n yat kata nk dtg raya kedua *harap jd la kn*..jemput jemput semua beraya kt umah lya k...

Semasa beraya nnt jgn lupa pada yg tidak berada n sentiasa la kita sedekah kn doa kepada yg sudah tiada..lebih afdal if ziarah kubur sanak keluarga yg telah tiada..i tk dpt nk ziarah kubur arwah atuk n opah n my beloved bro harap2 tp tkkn ku lupa untuk sentiasa berdoa tuk mereka...

After all n all hope u guyz have a happy happy happppyyyy raya k..kite jumpa lagi selepas raya mwakkhhhsss till next quest..happy reading....

*muk congrates 4 getting ure car...nnt kite gie jln2 naik kete u ek yeay yeay hehe*

boring.....

hey guys its been a while ive wrote anything here cos ive been busy cos raya is just around the corner...rite now im at opiz and its -17 degrees ahaks..beku beku semua beku iskk..air liuq ni pun rasa nk beku hahahaha...d sebab kn boring soo i pun gie jln2 kt blog org lain *u guys know who u r* tgk cara dieorg menulis mcm pro la beb..tgk diri sendiri menaip hahahaha tah ape2 ikut suke suki hati mati diri sendiri jerk nk tulis kn kn..well i guess u cant never be anyother else then ure self m i riteee.....

yesterday ive already got my nametag ahaks nnt la i post the pic k cos bz bgt di umah tekanan pun ade..ari2 jerit2 n nangis2 pun ade muahahahaha..kueh raya dh byk dh my sis n law, my sis n my mom dh buat i nie balik2 jadi tukang taste jerk ahaks..pastue kumen biasak laa wanita bekerjaya bz bz hahahahaha...lagi pun my kueh raya dh siap awal2

just now sbb busan sgt duk jalan2 kt blog2 org yg ade jual beg iskk tekanan sungguh tgk rasa mcm nk order terus tp bila pk duit kt bank ade berapa sen jerk tk jd simpan niat jerk la..yg ade page yg benar2 suke siap follow lagik ahaks...doakn la duit gaji bulan nie masuk seperti biasa ek..cos mmg dh kering kontang dh nie ahaks..dlm kering2 kontang tue ade gaks la i membazir kn diri dgn jln2 kt bwh opis tgk org jual2 hahahahaha...gurl will always be gurl kn kn kn

dr td duk tgk jam kt dinding tue ajerk *cos im not wearing any* tgk2 sama jerk klu gerak pun 1 minit jerk ayooookkk rasa mcm nk jerit cptt laa kul 5...dh la ujan lebat gile kt cini rasa mcm nk nangis cos nk jln die bus stop jauh gile hahahaha basah lagik la daku harap2 tk batal la pose ku ini hahahahahaha....

k la guys mls laks nk menaip dh la keyboard nie keras satu opis dgr i menaip muahahahah lantak p laaa...till next quest guys..happy reading...

bila nk raya nie..

last post tue bgi nk gile tau wat ade dugaan tah pg td hahaha sanggup la tk tdo dr subuh smpi kul 10 klu tgk balik bukan ade pape pun istimewa hahahahhaha sengal sengal...

2day rasa mcm nk ngamuk sakan jerk...my spek patah...isk isk tula dia when u got kids ahaks ade anak ke???notttttt its my sis nyer baby isk tktau la nk citer mcmane ganas nye baby sorg tue...klu tk bg ngamuk smpi sakit jiwa dgr bila bg tgk la ape jd...nsb baik tk patah 2 if patah 2 mmg buta laaa kt umah nsb baik gie opis pakai contact lense..ingt kn dia belum 2 years old jerk if tk mmg dh kena blasah dh...i nyer la geram smpi menitis gaks la air mata nie..tekanan tekanan... org tk phm my situations org ingt duk umah ngn parents tue senang, besh, n yg baik2 segala la.. but 4 me tekanan...org lain *yg tk kawen* balik2 leh relex2 but not me balik2 kena jaga baby yg bukan ku lahir kn....tksempat nk relex jiwa n minda dh ade jerk benda baru jadik..n the best thing is tat kdg2 org yg patut bertanggungjawap biar kn ajerk n letak tanggungjwp tue atas bahu ku yg agak fergile nie...tkpernah sekali pun dieorg tnya how's was my day ahaks...tknk la ckp pnjng2 kang nangis..sedey bgt but nk buang mati bapak nk smpn mati diri *ahaks peribahasa sendiri*....

wahai kamu2 dgr la rintihan hati adik mu ini...im sick n tired of doing things tat r not suppose to be mine in the 1st place...dont get me wrong i love my niece but sumtimes i do need time 4 myself..n the only place i can get tat is here..oh god i felt so tired....

k la guyz tats it kang byk2 nangis hehe..till next quest happy reading...

*muk tis is y i need whut i need....*

My Gift 4 U

Michelle featherstone - Careful download

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Michelle Featherstone - Careful

It's the little things
They pulled me in and I'm defenseless
I try to ignore like I've done before but it's just useless

I've made up my mind that I'm gonna let you in
And I'm not afraid but I have to say

This is gonna hurt if it ever ends
But somehow you have shattered my defense
This is gonna hurt if it ever starts
So promise you'll be careful with my heart

It's the things you do
They made me fall hard for you and I can't help it
And it's every day that I feel this way
So just don't stop it

I've made up my mind that I'm gonna let you in
And I'm not afraid but I have to say

This is gonna hurt if it ever ends
But somehow you have shattered my defense
This is gonna hurt if it ever starts
So promise you'll be careful with my heart

I won't make excuses
They just all seem useless
You don't have the time
I guess I'll take my chances now that I know love is on the line

This is gonna hurt if it ever ends
But somehow you have shattered my defense
This is gonna hurt if it ever starts
So promise you'll be careful with my heart

Careful with my heart
Careful with my heart

* 4 u my syg....plz promise u'll be careful wit my heart *