people change

well korg caya tk yg manusia nie boleh berubah??perubahan here is more of perubahan yg drastik la...there are sum people yg betul2 change tp tidak terlampau drastik...more to slow slow nyer perubahan...mesti korg wonder nape laks pg2 nie citer psl perubahan laks..well people i think ive change a lot in mylife..well at least im hopeful...

sumtin happen and all is not the same anymore...mmg rasa nya tiada apa yg kekal..sooo kwn2 we have to go wit the flow...k jgn terlalu rigid n menilai sgt sesuatu tue...just live life like u wanted 2..dun ever EVER let anybody tell u otherwise....

till next quest guys happy reading...

*kamu nk berubah kah??just inform me 1st k tuk i dpt menerima dgn tenang*

sy di tag.....

tq la cek la sbb tag sy wlupun sy mls nk jwp tp sy cuba babababababa hahahaha....harap anda puas hati dgn jwpan ala2 pekse upsr ini....

Apa yang paling penting dalam hidup korang?

semua penting

Benda terakhir korang beli guna duit sendiri?

beli bfast pg td..hehe

Adakah korang bercinta sekarang?

bercinta rasa2nya tah la mcm kureng pasti weksss :P

Berapa lame korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

selamanya

Di mana korang akan jumpe kekasih korang?

mirc

Novel/Buku/Majalah terakhir korang beli?

dh lama tk beli semua2 nie..isk isk

Apakah nama penuh korang?

lya...rasa2 nya ade kut kt entry2 yg lepas gie la carik haha

Antara mak dan ayah korang, yang mana korang lebih mesra?

2 2 tk kami neutral..

Namakan orang yang betul2 korang nak jumpe dlm hidup korang?

wat masa skang nie tkde kut...nnt nnt la ek

Namakan tempat yang korang betul2 nak pergi?

paris...city of love hehehe

Pilih salah satu.. peluk atau cium?

nk dua2...[yee sy mmg tamak weks]

5 lagu yang bermakna dalam hidup korang?

tk mampu nk nama kn cos every single song ade makna dlm idup ku ini ewaaahh...

Beritahu 3 perkara tentang orang yang tag korang?

cek la

baik hati

kuat simpan rahsia

slamber

5 benda yang korang sayang sangat2 dalam hidup korang?

kenapa 5 jerk nape tk 100 hahahah

jwpan save is sy syg semua yg sy ade...

Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?

17 november...tah lupe la rasa2nya tk smbut pong...kek pong tkde bukan mcm cekla hahahaha...

sekian semuga terhibur ngn jwpn sy ini...tkde sape2 la nk tag...bukan tkde tp mls..so sape2 rasa nk jwp soklan nie jwp la ek hehehehehe....till next quest guyZ...happy reading...

Dear U [2],

sambungan.....

a lot have happen 2 us kn..smpi setiap x kita ada mslh org dh jemu nk ambik tau cos org sekeliling tau kita akn bersama balik....tk kira apa mslh pun kita mesti dpt atasi sbb syg n cinta kita masih ada...

u tau tk ramai yg ckp u stay ngn i just 4 my money..sbb u senang bila ngn i..setiap kata2 dieorg tue i buang jauh2 sbb i tau ape yg u buat tuk i ikhlas dr hati u..susah senang kita org tktau kn...

well now we're here right back 2 reality..in which i have difficulty of accepting... i minta maaf atas segala yg telah i lakukan, i ucapkan n segala yg i tk lakukan, tk ucapkan....its not easy 4 me to let u go but i have 2 cos apa guna i simpn if u dh melepaskan....tq syg i have the greatest time when im wit u..u make me feel alive...love u always....

well i've finish my letter ahaks...tq guyz yg baca yg tk baca pun tq gaks la..till next quest guyz...happy reading..

Dear U,

well 1st of all i dun know why am i writing this to u its not like ure wanna hear anything from me...i'll promise u this will be the very last time tat u'll ever heard from me..n dun worry i wont kill myself n blame it on u...i'll be killing myself because i cant stand all this pressure..if u ever knew me at all u might know that i'm not the type of gurl 2 let out my feeling..i just simply smile and laugh...

we have been thru a lot together and i remember every single detail of it..ive tried so hard 2 keep us from splitting up but we can't never fight what's meant 4 us...all i asked from u is to kept all our memory close as ive kept my..n pls just remember us at our best not our worse...do u remember the 1st time we met..its was nerve wreaking did i ever told u tat? well it is..takut sgt u will never accept my..takut sgt u tknk idup ngn i, takut sgt u benci kt i..ahaks mmg mcm2 main dalam pale masa 2 lagi..ahaks lawak..berjaya gaks kite stay till now..biar la ramai yg benci kita bersama..

did u remember the 1st time i gie umah u?ahaks 2 lg lawak..mak tknk salam i sbb mak slh org...i depressed berminggu lepas 2 sedey yg amat sgt but all turns out ok kn, mak leh trima i, n i pun cuba sebaik mungkin tuk jaga hati mak...

n did u remember the time i gie sana kununya nk menang u balik dr dia..tp bila i dh dlm bus u suh patah balik..i tau u syg dia lebih...i nekad nk jumpa u wat kali terakhir time 2..but we made it thru that stage knnn...

sambung.....

................

hey guys..2day might be my last entry..cos i seriously thinking of killing myself 2day..ahaks i felt so not important n unwanted by all..what am i doing here???whuts the point??all things tat happens 2 me lead to the same conclusion im just simply not wanted anywhere in this world..

before i leave this world i have a couple of things to say might not be a couple might be a millon words ahaks..just bare wit me k guyz...

to mama n ayah:

im a bad daughter tat u ever have i apologize 4 all the things ive done all of it cos if im goin to list it down it would be a all day event....i do hope tat ure haji di terima tuhan cos ure the best parents ever eventho i didnt get tat much love but i know both of u used to love me..

to my dear sister n brother :

as a younger sister ive always try to do the best so tat i will never be over shadow by both of u..i love all my nieces n nephew..do all the best with ure children..jgn jd mcm family kita yg tkpernah reti tuk kata ape isi hati sebenar...all the best 4 both of u..

to my dear wonderpets :

ive try to reach out but im completely helpless n i dont have any power left to keep reaching out..i hope all the best for ure future n im very2 thankful 2 get to know each 1 of u..mwakhss remember lya loved u..

to u :

im sorry 4 all whut have happened 2 u..i dont have anything else left to say just tat i loved u with all my heart...hope u find whut ure looking 4...

theres no more entry after this guyz..tq so much 4 following...

LOVE ,

..terkilan...

adeh topic yg amat menyayat perasaan nie ahaks..well to tell u the truth..ader la cikit2 terkilan dgn sesetgh org but seperti biasa mls nk ambik port..tp di sbb kn rite now im having my bloody day so i have the rite 2 be emotional ahaks..*1 of the best thing being a gurl :P* ...

well back to the topic..terasa amat but mls la nk ckp ape2..biar kn ia berlalu like all of my problem before this pun..dunt get me wrong im not running from my problems but its just easier tat way..if i tungang tongek pk n try cari solution..end up i gaks yg sakit soooo..kite biarkn jerk la hati ini merana n terlukaaa ewaaaaahhh...

oh dh mls nk rasa terluka dh..hahahaha..tekanan amat ke la diriku ini ahaks i dont even know...till next quest guys...happy reading

*arini jln2 kt dlm kasut cekla tp tkde ape2 isk isk kuciwa hahaha*

I'm With You

I'm With You

Avril Lavigne

Im standing on the bridge

Im waiting on the dark

I thought that you'd be here by now

There's nothing but the rain

no foot steps on the ground

Im listening but there's

no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me

Won't somebody come take me home

it's a damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are but I

Im with you

Im with you

Im looking for a place

Im sarching for a face

Is anybody here

I know

Cause nothing's going right

And everything's a mess

And no one likes to be

alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me

Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are

But I

Im with you

Im with you

Oh

Why is every thing so confusing?

Maybe Im just out of my mind

Yeah yeah yeah...

It's a damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't Know Who You are

But I

Im with you

Im with you

Take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't Know Who You are

But I

Im with you

Im with you

Take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't Know Who You are

But I

Im with you

Im with you

Terharu...

ahaks baru lepas blogwalking kt page teman teman yg berbelog hehe..terharu giler2 nya bila ader 1 entry dediket tuk ure truely ME hehehe..thank u cek lala..sape2 nk baca leh baca kt dlm kasut cek la..hehe jgn risau tk berbau..

lately nie byk tui benda yg leh wat diriku ini terharu kdg2 bende2 kecik pun leh wat air mata nie kuar mcm air paip rosak..tgk tv pun leh tangkap sayu..maybe sbb peyed yg tk dtg2 or sbb mcm2 dh jadi kt diri ini sejak 2 menjak nie..ahaks..mls nk sedey2 sebenarnya maybe sbb tue la tgk katun pun nangis yeehaaa..pape pun korg tgk la entry psl belated besday kt page cek la hehe..klik kt sinun terus gie blog tersebut hahaha..

ok la dh 2 entry arinie mls dh nk naip hahahaha..till next quest korg da da happy reading...

my 28th Birthday...

HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY

Happy birthday u ahaks...yesterday was my birthday n nk di jadikn citer same date as raya haji..this year is the most sad birthday i ever had..tp kite kena cekal kn diri no matter whut kn.. nobody shud ever know whuts really happening within me hahahaha..biar la nk jd ape2 pun nobody even care...sssssssoooooooooooooooo...since ive got no birthday cake this year ive google for it n surprisingly there's a lot of bentuk cake yg org buat..manusia nie mmg creatif kn..so here's a few yg i suke tgk...

ipod cake..yummyy..

camera cake..

snooker table cake

mohon pinjam pic2 nie ye sape2 tuan yg punya hehehe....till next quest guys..happy reading..

*missing u already*

Malaysia - Ogaki, Japan

hey guys...as u know mukmuk is going to japan 2day...naik flight mlm nie kt penang transit kt singapore uwaaaa...pilu rasanya nk kena tinggal sorg2 kt msia nie isk isk..tp ape2 pun ni tuk masa dpn kami juga kn muk kn...di sebab kn my bos bg keje yg i tk reti nk buat so i stop buat n surf abit tentang tempat yg bakal di duduki oleh my mukmuk...soo here goes...

Distance from Malaysia to Japan is 5137.21 kilometers

This air travel distance is equal to 3192.12 miles.

Ogaki, city to 150,000 residents, is located in the central part of Honshu, the largest of the four main islands of Japan. During the Edo period (1600-1868), Ogaki prospered as a castle town of the Ogaki clan Toda. In 1889, it was organized as a town and 1918, the town officially became a municipal city.

maps of ogaki

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erm...sedey laks tulis entry nie ahaks...ape2 pun hope u take care kt sana k muk...buat keje elok2..ingt janji2 kita...mwakhssss.....till next quest guyz..happy reading...

*muk elok2 tau..i tgu u kt airport penang 22/12 nnt*

Picture 2 Burn - Taylor Swift

while blog walking kt blog dlm kasut cekla terbaca entry dia yg psl song list nie...last time pun ade my frenz dess wat tp die wat kt fb...di sbb kn tgh otak serabut tkleh nk menaip benda2 yg agak bernas sooo here goessssss........

Put your music library on shuffle. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough. Ok, go! When you're done, tag people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say

No Other One - Taio Cruz

errkk...

2. How would you describe yourself?

im only me when im with you - taylor swift

thats the truth bebeh...

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
The Way i Love You - Taylor Swift

ahaks..

4. How do you feel today?

My 1st kiss - 3OH ft kesha

hahahahha..

5. What is your life’s purpose?

Sorry Sorry - Super Junior

whuttt!!! weks...

6. What's your motto?
Tik Tok - Kesha

if u hear the song mmg kena arr haha..

7. What do your friends think of you?

i just wanna know - Taio Cruz

really??...

8. What do you think of your parents?

Take it Off - Kesha

mcm tk kena jerk..

9. What do you think about very often?

If We Ever Meet Again - Timberland ft Katy Perry

trueee....gie jepun elok2 k mukmuk..

10. What is 2 + 2?

Club Can't Handle Me - Florida

yeeehuuuu..!!

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

Our Song - Taylor Swift

ahaks jiwang keroottt...

12. What do you think of the person you like?

Dinosaur - Kesha

muahahahakakakahahakakaka...

13. What is your life story?
I Can Be - Taio Cruz

Nice one...

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

The Climb - Miley Cyruz

nk jadi miley cyruz ke eekk...

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Blah.Blah.Blah - Kesha

ya ampunnnn....

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

Ring Ding Dong - SHINee

hhahaha kawen ala2 korea la nie hehe..

17. What will they play at your funeral?

Love The Way U Lie - Eminem

errrm....tk patut

18. What is your biggest fear?

U Belong 2 Me - Taylor Swift

afraid of losing u la gamaknya haha..

19. What is your biggest secret?

Mine - Taylor Swift

ahaks..said it all..MINE k

20. What will you post this as?

Picture 2 Burn - Taylor Swift

sooo tats it guys...tp kn playlist nie mcm tk kena jerk kn...ada yg kena ada yg tk..tkpe nnt kite try ngn playlist lain laks hahahahaha..biasak la parttime dj kena la byk lagu hahahah *byk lagu kee??* weksss..

till next quest guyz..happy reading....

*try try wat semua...leh arr ilang kn rasa busan kt opis nie hahahahaha....*

....speechless....

Last week all hell break lose 4 me..benda yg tidak di sangka terjadi...well 4 those yg knew me mesti sangka psl kes me n mukmuk kn..well guyz nie la satu2 kalinya bukan berkaitan kami...to tell u the truth is its hard 4 me to let it out..coz its involve my family..well used to me my family...

i think tk perlulah nk mengaibkn family sendiri eventho dieorg mmg tk anggap pun im part of the family...just a little info right now im not staying wit my family..coz 4 me i dont think i even have 1..

luckily mukmuk is still wit me at tat time..if not im not sure where i would be..till now i haven heard any news from my so called family..just yesterday she gave me a called which i didn't pick up n sms me erm....well 4 now i dont wanna be contacted n its not like they r searching 4 me..

its a sad sad story of whut happen n like i said earlier i dont think i'll ever spill it up here...till next quest guys..happy reading

*im a middle of every war n im dont even wanna fight*

antara dua...

wow quite sumtime ive update this blog..well ive been bz lately wit alot of things..sum might be happy n sum are definitely, positively unhappy..well as u know thats life n no matter who u are u cant run from any of it...

last weekend i when to Cameron wit mukmuk..n meet up wit nyza n ee there....it was a blast...sejuk gilerrrrr..gilerr gilerr nyer sejuk smpi ckp pun kuar asap hahaha..later i post sum pic k..

well tats it i guess..dh nk kul 5 nie hehe...till next quest guyz..happy reading...